-=i cant seems to run away=-

2007-12-12T21:45:00.000-08:00

so im so bored i decided to go change my entire blog add.. haha.. yup so nw i hav a new add

liveinattitude.wordpress.com

so gdbye blogspot. :)

2007-12-12T15:44:00.000-08:00

so yup.. YESSA~!! fever finally gone and ya tt stupid big TOOTH had already been plucked out.. feel so much better nw, face less swollen as compared to the previous few days lyk pig head (猪头) though still must take medications to stop the swelling, but im a much happier kid nw cos im at least nt in pain and able to eat already.. wahahahhahaha~

previous days was really miserable:
1. fever
2. goggy
3. no appetite
4. don even feel like drinking water
5. cant sleep at all.

so hols starting and im gg back to work again. have a tot of changing a job and i can onli ask if my cuz have any lobang. heard her saying she have tt time. hopefully she still has it. it will be great if still available.

raining nonstop these days. though i love rainy days but its just too cold and even having my sweater on, its still not enuff~! hmmm suddenly i wished that just one fine day the sun will just be out for the entire day den all of us can enjoy the sun..

haiz xmas coming, but im nt a all enjoying it. i don hav anithing wit me nor abilities to celebrate this yr's christmas. my first year studying in RP, not lyk last yr, working n hav the ability to afford to celebrate xmas. haiz guess this yr it will just be another normal day for me.

im missing fball a lot. not becos of the apac, but its just that my wrist just wun allow me to for the past one week plus. but nw it seems alrite already. guess its time for trgs, ivp and the 08 league. its gonna be an exciting one :D

here comes the last part:
congrats on ur winning in the apac. doesnt matter if u have scored umpteen goals or if u don, cause what matters most is have u done ur best? i noe u did and i also noe tt ur veri upset abt the japan game. but its ok.. cheerup :) im so glad that im still part of ur life and watch u play. u may not be the best, mvp or in the all star team. ur time will come and u will shine slowly :D im alwaes here wit ya~ jia you!

oh ya.. thx for coming over from the other end of singapore to my place. u've spent so much and im feeling bad tt ur spending this amt. i noe ur concern and i noe u care too. touched me n my heart and appreciates it wholeheartedly. life nw is so used to have u as part of it. so ya without much to sae.. ur being loved my me..

2007-12-11T10:16:00.000-08:00

yup some pics from apac.. think more to come but ya thx gerri for the pictures. damn i hav fever for 3 daes and this bloody wisdom tooth is causing me such great pain. haiz.. pluck it out!!!! sian sian sian
hopefully more pictures to come :)

2007-12-05T18:12:00.000-08:00

rainy seasons jus represent my feelings, my world nw.. it jus nv stop crying jus lyk the rain drops. well here i am stuck in schwhen i wanna go watch apac. haven been blogging dese daes simply bcos i dono wad to blog.. been a nt bad week but i felt it wasnt gd. haiz its jus complicate and hard to reli explain in words..

all i can sae its tt i wish my world will be filled with rainbows soon, no more rain no more issues to handle, at least for a long long time..

2007-12-03T10:14:00.000-08:00

我不难过

又站在你家的门口
我们重复沉默
这样子单方面的守候
还能多久
终于你开口向我诉说她有多温柔
虽然你还握着我的手
但我已不在你心中
我真的懂
你不是喜新厌旧
是我没有
陪在你身边
当你寂寞时候
别再看着我
说着你爱过
别太伤痛
我不难过
这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流
我也不懂
就让我走
让我开始享受自由
回忆很多
你的影子也会充满我生活
我并不懦弱
你比谁都懂
虽然寂寞
这会是我
最后的宽容
抱紧我
再抱紧我
这一份感动
请你让我留在胸口
别再说是你的错
爱到了尽头
是非对错
就让它随风
忘了所有
过得比你快活
不要再说
或许这是最好的结果
现在分手
总好过你不爱我一拖再拖
松开你的手
离开你左右
我向前走
这会是我
真正的解脱

2007-12-03T00:36:00.000-08:00

迷宫

究竟你想什么但眼泪骗不了我
如果是命定恋人为何还要对我
如此这样残忍
记得你曾说过有个爱情迷宫
只要我们能够碰头就能天长地久
如果真的爱我就别管怎么传说
让自尊它无情捉弄
关什么永恒不永恒
我不要自己一个人
去面对未知的迷宫
眼看着幸福就在前头却无法到手
不要自己一个人无助的盲目去摸索
爱你我像个小偷
我可以装做不懂你不爱我
终于有了选择
我不是你的晴空
你的心不爱我
只能继续委屈
做她的替代品

2007-12-01T00:00:00.000-08:00

i have a tiring yet a great dae todae.. trgs and gg out.. its been so long i had fun wit frenz.

2007-11-30T17:20:00.000-08:00

lazy and terrible Friday.
nothing to blog about, onli to all and everyone in this world, unhappy wit me, jus sae it t me. i don nid ur knife to com stabbing behind my back. real frenz are needed here not ppl who wears a mask and carries a knife evrywhr he/she go.

hopefully from the start of tml i'll have a better week ahead of me. :)

2007-11-30T01:43:00.000-08:00

tis week so mani things have happened. nth gd but all bad stuff. im so down at the bottom of the well and its lyk im hoping for sh gd to happen to me but wad happens? seems lyk more bad things happened. clumsy me trip and fall on my own stickbag and hav my both knees slammed on the ground. haiz.

damn we quarrelled agn.. for wadeva reason it is. fine la.. everything u rite la.. putting all the words in my mouth. its alr pissing off enuf that i have such fucking week. end up i still have to be blamed.

2007-11-29T17:54:00.000-08:00

hmmm todae isthe worst trg for the guys ive eva seen since te first dae i joined RP. 3000 sit ups, 4000 pushups in totally for those who din turn up for PT ytd. ppl.. u shud have been there to see wilson's face la. super scary and super black~!!! indoor PT though but i guess its enuf to kill even the fastest animal on earth. hmmm here i am feeling that i shud hav joined them fo PT, but im also afraid that my back will not allow me to do it..

so i guess this is the way he give punishments to those who skip PT? hmm sometimes i felt tt its gd if u look at the bright side of life.. but i reli don see a nid to punish dem so harshly.. suicide in 1min 40 sec below for the entire group, pushups and den sprint again! and repeat n repeat n repeat. haiz.. im lyk so scared nw..

he's the man, he's the killer. i reli dono hw long these guys can take it.

2007-11-29T16:13:00.000-08:00

Fucking shit! nw im having unbearable headaches and feels extremely wanna throw up big time la~! and im so feel lyk jus lie down on my bed cos my back IT IS KILLING ME~! haiz im so gonna kill myself soon cos the headache is damn terrible. tired.. slpy. gg trg wit the guys cos tml don hav trg for us gerls. so decided to join the guys for drills onli. game for me i think i will almost jus suicide instantly.

gg off nw. rj sucks also evenything screwed. so glad i have bee hong to talk to jus nw during the break. thx darling bee hong.. :) thx yusof n linie giving me advice for the module choosing thingy. will think it thru b4 i submit. :)

2007-11-29T11:08:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUCKY NG MEI WEI.. ur old liaoz.. haha but nvm.. ur face don even look lyk ur 20. hehe..

so UT today was so hard but i try la finish it lor. talk cock and write rubbish nia. sure get F.. F=fail=fuck!

maths lesson today, think im gonna be so sian again. den seems lyk someone is venting anger or fighting outside my class. shouting shouting shouting non stop. aiya but looking at our class ppl's reaction is lyk.. don even bother face. hahahahahaaa..

so i would lyk to credit someone whom woke me up for sch todae. thank to him that im NOT late for my UT for the veri FIRST time in this semester.. haha.. u noe who u r if ur reading my blog.

bad dae for me ytd and i still feeling it. it still troubles me and im still feeling lyk a loser lor.. i still cant believe wad actually came out from ur mouth and the way u sms me, ur telling me tt its lyk not ur fault. Fuck it! thx to you nw my life is so messed up! sry lyk such a big deal la~! wadeva lor seriously..

later gt trg.. hmmm think im us gg der to make myself tired and worn out so that i can stop feeling so dumb and stupid over wad i've done or even decided to do. even better tt i'll jus break my back so tt i don hav to go for pt on fri. go also for attendance.. cant run if not i will be killed and be hung up at the hanger. hahaha..

2007-11-29T01:49:00.000-08:00

silly Wednesday--> so many things happened today. here are the list of things that happens.

1)class todae wasn't too bad. slacking today.
2)breakouts todae was fun too.. :) its gd to eat with frenz and disturb one another.
3) i start to realised that im so much more nervous nw when i do my presentations. dono why isit so but i just don do as well as last sem.
4) lyk i jus ealised onli todae that i forgot gg for the module selection thingy.. best tml must choose liaoz. yet i lyk damn headless.
5) went trg todae. short frenly match went pretty well. im super lazy i have to admit and im not even running as hw i alwaes did.
6)after a long dae, s.things finally came back in my mind again. i jus wanna sae "fuck it"

hmmm.. nw tt im blogging i realized that its not like alot of things happen leh. but why do i feel lyk there are so many things gg on todae? here's sth i wanna reali vent my anger on. things changes so much for me. im gg thru a terrible time actually which nobody sees. i alwaes have this decision on my mind and i've been thinking for so long n finally when i have decided on it, everything changes again. uncertainty have mislead me to a no man's land and jus as i tot hope has arrived, it was taken awae. everything seems lyk im the one who wanted things to happen, made it look so one sided. i felt totally silly, stupid and being played out. so does tt make u happy?a sry sumtimes do werk. but nt in all situations. at least not in this case when u literally smashed my decisions into pieces. so der u are~ have it! take a piece or every pieces of my stupidity and foolishness with you~!

so right nw, im fucking pissed off. so if u eva appear in front of my sight these few daes, i think u better get out from my sight and don let me see u. cos everytime i see u i felt so stupid and all the foolishness swamping up! u noe who u r, so ya get it into ur head that u made me hate u..

2007-11-28T00:52:00.000-08:00

hmm so here are some photos that was taken on sunday the nebo 3-on-3 competition.. credits to serena.. :)

2007-11-27T17:18:00.000-08:00

so my lesson hav finally ended.. agony sia.. don even understand a single shit abt todae's lessons. lyk i told some of my frenz all i heard is velocity, velocity and more velocity.. CG, CG and more of CG!!! faints.. haha

ya so todae's rj is abt how productivity am i today in the lesson. haha.. i will sae im so bloody productive can~! let me tell ya wad i did the whole day.
1)come sch at ard 945am
2)went canteen slack @ 10am
3)meeting 2 msn-ing lyk nobody biz. [faci sitting beside me and i still typing and smiling whie typing.] acting lyk i understand and nod head, nod head and more of nodding head.
4) break out 2. go chit chat wit my fball mate at canteen. hmmm great chat.
5)went back class @ 215pm still hav no knowledge abt lessons.
6)play game till my turn to present. [still playing games even my turn presenting]
7) continue my gaming till end of lessons. den head to canteen met my mates.

yup.. so im lyk so damn effective and productive right? yay.. pretty much impress with myself lor haha. so nw here i am blogging while my frenz are all busy eating. well whr shud i go after this? wad shud i do.. i dono leh. maybe go see fball awhile den decide agn.. tired n backache.. eyes so painful n dry. its telling me to slp nw.. maybe go hm slp. zzzz

2007-11-27T10:44:00.000-08:00

hmmm wow sian today's module = science. its jus another day that i don lyk coming to sch cos i don reli enjoy science at all. but one gd thing.. at least its a free of floorball day!!! rest rest rest...

another thing tt makes me sianz.. i read sth tt i felt so insulted. certain things already over so don hav to mention animore things alr. case close. but i felt being "shoot" when its was being mentioned again. haiz cant anione jus forget it and im also trying to change im already trying to do wad i shud do alr.

haiz.. so ya im getting tired liaoz. gg slp nw..

2007-11-26T00:27:00.000-08:00

wow wad a tiring yet fun dae i had todae at the nebo 3-on-3 fball carnival.

so firstly i wanna sae gd job to TEAM WOW!!! hahaha i think we realli did a fantastic job and played great today.. haha.. thx to all my teammates for the hardwork they put in to win 2nd in the carnival. thx duck, thx wenwen and thx jas..

nest is congrats to all the winners:
1) serena's team
2) hazmi's team
3) keith's team
4) rigel's team

hmmm... wanna sae sry to my teammates for starting the game first w/o me cos i overslept. but u gals did so well winning the first game :) am glad that i've team up with u gals and hope we'll team up again if there is another 3-on-3 next time. its been a tiring week for all of us but still i had fun.. hope u guys did too :D

2007-11-23T23:35:00.000-08:00

tis week is floorball week.. 5 daes a week im playing fball.. den sch, den werk. haiz.. so no life la.. but wad to do.. ivp coming and must train hard.. plus plus.. frenly frenly and more frenly. so my back hurts cos i had a fall from wed's frenly.. sianz..

so tml got skools trg and im gg lor.. hmmm lyk so long i haven been trg wit skools so its time to go back.. kinda miss it lor.. league coming also haiz.. lyk so mani things coming up.

sundae got 3-0n-3 at sentosa and ya my aim is lyk 4th can liaoz.. hehe.. contended enuff. hopefully my back doesnt hurt.

today's game was cool.. nice and great. not even much or pushing and slashes.. haahaa i simply love playing this kind of game. i think we played well so is wilson. though he buang one gal off but he did block quite a few shots :). so go gals.. keep it up.
wah damn tired la.. gg slp liaoz.. nid to wake up early tml.

2007-11-23T02:19:00.000-08:00

yes i agreed to wad u have said. so ya i have alr did wad im suppose to do which is apologised for my bad behaviour to her alr. so fri if u all don wan me to turn up, den i will not turn up.

therefore, my apology to everyone in the team.

2007-11-22T00:48:00.000-08:00

Reena = attitude 100% + respect (????)

wad happens if ur family practices biasness and favoritism? ur parents dotes ur siblings and the rest of the family practices guys are being more treasured and valued. so what will u do to survive in such family? life is nv fair. yup i agree cos my life do not have the word fairness in my dictionary.

my grandparents, aunts and uncles from my mum side are probably the only one who really loves me and understands me. well at least they do not practice biasness and all. once someone tells me that if i wanna survive in such family, i must learn to speak up, stand up for myself and do everything on my own. cos i can nv expect anithing from them.

so yup i learn to protect myself by being defensive,sensitive, full of crap, full of attitude, temper hot, damn vulgar and all. but does anione ever tot that this is wad i wanna be? which nutcase would like to be like this? ya i admit i have all this but who can i blame? my family? no i don wanna blame anione.

i tried to change, but ya its jus not easy to change ppl's impression abt me. even if i have change, but jus one mistake that i made ppl's impression will jus switched back to wad i am last time. if wanna tell me my mistakes i can tk it if u come tell me face to face. i appreciate that duck pointed out my mistake during the game jus nw, tell me i shouldnt dump the ball anihow. point taken.

my attitude got nth to do with whether am i a club player or wad. im brought up this wae, born with it. if wanna tell me my mistake jus come to me and tell me, i'll accept it. i only have to sae i've tried my best alr to change and all. but its not within my control.

2007-11-19T12:26:00.000-08:00

sat trg... eat tgt wit rigel, wen, gerri, bran and the rest b4 each head separate ways. trg was ok cos i was veri late due to me having nose bleed in the morning. haiz.. played 3-on-3 tgt wit wileen and wenwen. haha was fun.. shahmeer got his shoulder dislocated man.. he told me 4 cm from the original position!!! omg.. ouch! worried for him cos APAC is jus gonna be 2-3 wks awae.. hopefully he can recover soon.. kor kor rest well!!!

sun early morning went down to tiasa.. was looking for my blade. think its time for me to start playing wit my unihoc stick again. hmmmm... so wanna thank my dear who's gonna pay the blade for me first ahaha.. and played fball tgt with the national guys. was super tiring can! but fun too. learnt something from filip when he was talking about the various options do doing the free hit. was amaze by how the ang moh guys can play such fantastic fball when i watch the video.. fruitful morning.. so later head down to werk but must thank my skinny coach ruyi for giving me a lift :) werk was quite slack lor. super sian cos its raining so heavily so slack thru my wae till 8 pm den head down to meet hazmi to get the blade and met ben. den was dinner and head hm.

its nice talking to you on the phone u noe? i jus love to talk to ya. i miss u everydae.. :)

2007-11-17T22:14:00.000-08:00

kk so parents went off ytd.. off to CHINA!!! hmmm... have been feeling veri bad dese daes. vomit, nose bleed. haiz.. den ytd nite wasn't a nice nite.. quarrelled with him. i felt so upset over sth he sae abt me. but i reli hope he will one dae understand tt i hav a reason for doing everything.

i appreciate that u understand wad i wrote on the blog.. things are gd lyk last time. its great that now its back to last time when i noe i nid someone ur der for me. :) thx from the bottom of my heart i thank you.

bran... i hope u will understand me better, at least understand that i hav my reasons for doing certain or most of the things. its not jus for me alone.. its also for u. im trying veri hard to get u wadeva u wan, wadeva u nid. i reli tried le.. i dono how long i can live to keep myself werking w/o rest nor w/o falling sick. but im trying to save every cent i hav or left. i look at things in a bigger view. hope u see it lyk me too. <3

2007-11-15T01:31:00.000-08:00

WAHAHAHAHAHAH~!!! i super proud of myself wokay todae.. hehehehe *a pat on my own shoulder* hmmmm i nv even have ani tots of skipping class todae, nor did i don understand la! its lyk WOW!!! so i manage to understand and explain to my teammates.. heheh i felt a sense of satisfaction can! aniwae marill its ok gal that u don understand.. i'll help ya if i can. so is the rest of the team and class.. chill gal :)

aniwae so yes WE LOVE MILK LYK HELL!!! hahaha... so wonder wad does it taste to have milk + pearl - tea? haahaa pat u better rmb to bring ur "ahem ahem" u noe.. and marill ur tea too! well jus cant stop the milk tea wave.. its so HIGHHHHHHHH~~~ lalalalala~~~

after school was sth that happen so ong once awhile la.. hahaha FINALLY~~~ all 5 of us frenz + khakis finally came tgt and had dinner tgt. its been so long that we have last sat all tgt and ate and have fun talkin and laughing. i had great times and i wish der are more to come.. :)

off the china tml my parents.. hmmm wanna go send dem off. yup. so no trg for me agn i guess. sry gals. but will be back on mondae :)

hey thx for being der whenever i face a prob and ur der to pick me up. i appreciate it alot. ur special...

2007-11-14T00:00:00.000-08:00

yup so todae its a rainy morning. i love rainy daes.. cos everything seems so blur and all outside and it jus blind our visions.. hmmmm rainy daes often make me think back on all the happy and unhappy memories i have. i jus love to sit near the window, here the rain and smell of rain.

ya so back to topic yes i din go sch todae, cos i hav bad cramps and gastric problem.. haiz so painful and the entire nite i kept waking up cos of the unbearable pain and even if i slp i onli manage to get an hr of slp here and der.. damn man.

so i spend my whole morning slping at hm, den wake up first thing was to shower and all la lyk duh! on my baby laptop lor and msn lor wad else. den was chatting till 3 plus. head for another shower den hav late lunch alone den head to sch for trg.

its been 2 weeks and 1 dae since i last touch my fball stick and i think todae i totally suck at it. its jus lyk back to the feeling when i jus recover from my chicken pox earlier this yr. play fball lyk showing all my weakness cos i nv been trg la.. den stamina sucks too. wilson got us run the dono wad test la.. wah lan super tiring and my nose cant beathe thx to the flu and my mouth trying to catch air while coughing too. damn damn damn..

game was alrite. usual 1-2 periods alwaes din reli starts well for us and it will jus gets better onli after we got scored by others first. but by the last 3 periods, we gals did manage to score against dem haahaah. sheryl 1, meimei 3 and peiling 1. yup so final score 5-3 rp.

haiz end of todae, feeling more older cos everywhr is aching and tml i still hav sci UT can.. phiangs..! mummy and daddy will be awae on fri.. wah sian i nw so wanna slp alr. sci ut? sry slping is more impt to me rite nw..

2007-11-13T22:16:00.000-08:00

enterprise ytd was great though jus 3 of us.. me heiri and abd. i reali think we did a gd job. hehe.. suppose to resume trg but i din go yet AGN. sian.. the nite ytd was gd i simply love it.. hehe

todae ut.. wah kao = sure fail haahaa.. aiyo todae science the problem so not clear dono wad to talk abt leh... make it saes veri general.. ya common sense.. hehehhehe..

well will update more later.. study time!

2007-11-13T07:58:00.000-08:00

yup so im back to blog. i happened to read some of my frenz blogs. i realised that we're moving so fast and moving so far awae from each other nw.. isit reali a mistake for us to separate class and let our frenship strain apart? or was it that it is gd to make us realised that there are someone out there, a more bigger world for us to see and explore?

i don wanna sae its rite or wrong, but i don lyk changes and I DON WAN ANI CHANGES! yes certain things are gd to have changes but there are also things that i wished it will nv change or have not happened at all. i don wanna spoil or ruin the frenship that we had, a special type and hard to come by relationship. cos not everyone of us can hav someone special and close to you in our lives. this someone impt to me once told me b4 "its hard to hav a fren that u can trust, but if in life we eva have one, its alr a blessing. cos most of the frenz in our lives are all jus normal frenz, but nt the ones that we can have such close and special frenship"

so yup since i left the class tt gives me lots of wonderful memories,i felt that nw my life seems so dull. somehow frenship is no longer der.. but if this person who eva read my blog, i wanna sae this to you that im sry if things have changed but its not wad i asked for nor wad i eva wanted. i din choose to make things happen cos i not god. i noe things can nv be the same agn, but i jus nid u still be my fren, my closes fren. cos in RP its really rare to find anione who noes me pretty well.. don hav to avoid, don have to change so much. it makes me reli uncomfortable and not used to it. it hurts.. reli did hurts me alot. so if u happen to be reading, pls pls.. hope u understand wad im trying to sae here..

if i eva still believes in santa clause reli exist, i wish:
1) will eva recover from diabetes, cos i hav enuf of needles and injections.
2) spend all my time wit my love ones and treasure every moment an memories wit them.
3) live longer. cos i felt i will die very early.
4) get more practical stuff lyk a k800 or 810i nw.. cos my phone kept dying on me. haiz

but santa DON exist..

2007-11-10T01:41:00.000-08:00

hmmm i love todae!! i've to saae it been so long since we have such nice peaceful time all by ourselves. its such a great big surprise u have given me todae. my dear cooked a big feast for me todae for lunch!!! OMG~~ i travelled to his place and i gotten a great deal of everything.. my baby brought all the ingredients all by himself and do every dish all by himself! he made salad (includes boiled egg, chicken, veg and tomato with tartar sauce) appetizer. next up mushroom and chicken soup.. den he made a dish [chicken, mushroom, sausage in tomato paste] i dono wad isit call but i simply love i cos its soooo nice. lastly main course its lack pepper spaghetti wit mushroom and roast chicken!!! i simply love this big lunch date and surprise he did for me.. appreciated it so much from the bottom of my heart. so he kept me company the entire dae at his place, bring me to have ice creams, bubble tea, watched him play computer games,watch tv and watch his last time fav sports.. thx love muackz~~

this is for my love:
dear i noe ur sick lyk me.. bad flu and cough. i noe that u woke up veri early to see a doctor, i also noe that u did al the shopping all alone w/o my help and u did all the preparation and cooking all ny urself. Ytd night u alr plan to cook all these for me. im veri touched and i noe i bu guai.. but no matter how bu guai i am u will alwaes forive me, love and care for me. for me u took leave made mani sacrifices and i noe u alwaes think for me.. but i wan u to noe that i alwaes thinks for u 2 and that i wan the best for u. Ur meimei [which is me] will promise u to listen to u and be a gd ger. i wish i cud have done sumting back for u to make u happi. but for nw.. i can onli love u. i jus simply cudn't make myself leave you and cant tk my eyes off you, cant stop thinking of you and nv gets tired abt you.. im jus madly in love wit you dear..

2007-11-09T01:11:00.000-08:00

i hate it whenever im sick!! it will tk me so long to recover la.. i noe im not "normal" tts y im weak i tk longer time.. but damn hell ijus wana be a normal person.. so wad i tried gg out dese daes? but i don feel any better not gd.. i still coug n hav flu, wads worse is that its gettin worser even i tk my medicine.. SHIT!!! i wanna do alot of things.. i wanna slp in peace w/o coughing non stop n waking up every now and then at night, i wanna go trg, i wanna have fun wit my dear while we go out and not holding tissues on my hand and sneeze n cough nonstop!!!

yup so wed went cut and did my hair. look nerd and funny but its quite lyk it though.. den went out wit my best mate to bugis, have dinner, shopping but i nv get aniting but food and drinks wherelse she got something for her fren and food and drinks for HERSELF!! hahahaa... we're totally lyk PIGS~~~ omg.. i love my this best mates and we're actualli looking forward for our next food outing agn hahaha cos we found a few places whr we can go eat the next time round. ya ya.. not forgetting that we wanna setup n restuarant tgt. the name reli sounds funny!! hehe if ur reading mate.. U SHUD NOE~~!!! haha

2007-11-04T04:37:00.000-08:00

here is the collate for my 3 daes of weekend..

2rd nov
fridae evening bran came over my hse for dinner, so after dinner was jus us watching slam dunk on youtube. hahaha!! super funny la.. den we waited for shahmeer kor kor come fetch us to RK hse eat supper wit ALOY and MARK seow.. supper goes for 2 rounds, dono how many cups and cans of drinks, jokes and some brainteasers!! haahaa.. den kor was nice to send all of us hm. i reached hm at 3am.. hahaha.. damn tired slept.

3rd nov
due to the previous nite of exhaustion from the laughter and fun from the supper date, i slept till 2pm den i wake up.. hahaha.. its been lyk so long since i slept til so late. went out ard 430 and took a bus head down to Yishun to meet dear to saifu's hse.. cos i tot we were pretty early, so i decided to go north point first walk walk den head to his fren's hse. only reaching der den realised its a joint raya open hse.. haha.. sister's fren aziz is so cool and funny.. hehe. den was food yummy yummy go lyk eating n eating, bran ate alot too hehe while we're waiting for sunshine, irfan, karthik, lulu and nelly.. we had so much fun and laughters over there and aziz is reali some professional photographer man! he noes all the poses, wad is the DOs and DON'Ts when we talk photos, he even taugh us some tips on how we should pose with our body curves.. sounds WOW~!!

10plus took bus head hm.. although its a short notice lyk saifu said, but me n bran wanna thank sister and aziz for inviting us over and made so yummu food for us. i wanna thank my dear for making time out for me and company me to sister's raya opening. i appreciate u alot n also appreciate everyting u do for us nw.. lyk u said u don wan us to quarrel, wan us be happy, have a happy memory and meal (meal = ur fav). we'll be happy..

4th nov
so its sundae again.. time flies so fast and todae i slept till 130pm! haiz somehow my phone is gg to die alr!! all the sms that my dear, DAMN DAMN U STUPID PHONE!!! i wanna change it off la.. I WISH I CAN CHANGE IT OFF NW!!! haiz but no money so no $$ = no talk.. yup yup. so whole dae i stayed hm be a good guai gal, play games and rot.. hahah!! well nw im tinking of having ice cream.. yummy shall go get later i hope.. :)

2007-11-02T12:27:00.000-07:00

tis is latest gift.. from who i don wanna sae u shud noe better. haha!!! its reli nice and expensive la~!! but yet i cant believe it tt i actualli own it now.. damn happy lor!!! hahahaha thx alot dude! huggies..

lessons nw gets totally boring nids to do ppt and we're lyk veri stuck.. haiz.. wadeva la.. getting back to my slp nw..

2007-11-02T04:19:00.000-07:00

hmmm this is something i learnt today from BOYA!!! hahaha.. its so cool tt there is so many things that i reali still dono how to use in photoshop.. haahaa.. oh ya also wanna thank esther for telling and teaching me where to find the black n white :P thank peeps..

hols starts officially for all of us from 430pm todae. YAY!!! short hols but think its better den no hols lor.this hols i soooooooooooooo wanna do alot of stuff but i dono whr to start. sem 2 is reali boring.. all the faci are lyk..... classmates are ok. think from todae onwards in clas i should be lyk todae. hack care and jus keep quiet. den i wun clash wit anione and also the faci.. hehe..

cough,flu aiyoyoooooo haven been ok. everydae head lyk so heavy when i get up and nose keeps getting block. slp cant even slp in peace keeps coughing. *faints* finger swell lyk piggy fingers and its ITCHY & PAINFUL!! den worst.. it seems lyk the pus are lyk EEeeEEEEEeeee!!!!! hopefully by next wed i'll be ok from all these probs.. if not i dono when den i start trg again :( been lyk onli eating 2 meals a dae onli. doesnt feels hungry esp during my 2nd breakouts.. pretty determine to go on diet.

hmmm think i will spend my time on exploring the photoshop after my dinner. hmmm he's not here yet so waiting for him to come have dinner. mummy cook.. yay.. its lyk been so so so long i've ben having a proper family meal.. YUMMY :P

2007-11-01T10:10:00.000-07:00

ytd was a nice fruitful dae..

it was the best dae i eva had since so so so so long time.. i love everything ytd and i love u!!

2007-10-30T14:51:00.000-07:00

alrite alrite!!! this is the entry for my firstly:

mondae 28oct:

i went sch in the morning.. as usual *boring* den feeling totally sick lah.. so i went to sch for first part of sch and help out a lil on the group trying to contribute wadvea i can la.. so i left sch at 12 den head out doc doc and head hm wit my fren ning. yup.. den we went havoc awhile for the seek for jus pure fun hehehe.. head hm den yup end of my dae.

tues 29oct
i din go sch can!!! totally sian about sch so decided.. "reena wants to stay at hm"
everything wasnt ok as wad i have mentioned in the previous entry so was at hm all the wae till evening.. meet up ning and xiaohua. eat BK and yup after tt wad had happen is totally ultimate i don wanna mention in details. all i can sae is that "hey if ur reading my blog, i jus wanna tell u that it all started well for us all along, but its jus had to make u understand my situation, responsibilities and most imptly i tot we cud still remain as frenz. but too bad.. u din wanna continue wit frenships and if tt's the case den too bad don be frenz animore. i jus wan back that lil something that i cherish and treasure, but u din wanna give it to me. fine fine.. lets end it den.." den was wit hahahaha!!! 23 gg 30! its jus funny la. nice time spend and alot of catching up to do.. time changes and everything changes. i realised that we've both grown up so much and that nw we're all on diff notes. anithng is possible.. i don control destiny but at least i noe i can cherish and hold on to this frenship unlike U.. yes U u noe who u r.. don cherish our frenship!

so nw its lyk wed.. here i am blogging.. not in sch agn cos my flu, cough and basically lazy spells have been tagging on me. later the gals have frenly wit titans.. sry gals i cant play todae.. but wadeva it is u gals can do it! play hard but get into ani injuries ok? loves!!!

p/s* happy 33mths of anniversary.. long journey, tough and rocky. mani obstecles, mnai unhappiness and many many unwanted ppl and things popping up along the wae. but since nw things are starting to pick up in a nice positive manner.. lets hope we maintain it and make it gd. huggies.. wit loves

2007-10-29T23:32:00.000-07:00

who noes was it feels lyk to be stuck in the middle between 2 persons. wad will u do if u have to make a decision? will u even do it? who noes how hurtful it will be when the decision is being made.. maybe no one noes. but i definitely noes how it feels and forget it.. i'll jus be silent abt it and let things be it. u can hate me for not making decision, u can call me selfish tt i din wanna hurt anione. but i rather be the one taking all in den seeing anione ard me getting hurt.

its complicated but i choose it this wae.. maybe u wun understand why im doing this, but trust me i nv ever wanna hurt u..

2007-10-29T01:15:00.000-07:00

oh.. almost forgot dese 2 more pic..

congrats TEAM RP ADROITS AND TEAM RP SALSAZ!!!

2007-10-29T01:11:00.000-07:00

well here's some pics that i've edited since im pretty bored dese daes.. not reli perfect but wasnt tt bad too.. the first pic was edited by my classmate yutali.. he's a genius man.. all the pics he took for us are so cool. he jus knew which angle makes the pictures look totally great. the first pic has been my DP for some time and that marilyn i have to sae ur a big hit man! my guy frenz hav been asking me abt u.. hahaha!!!

i reli don understand why some ppl can jus blog nonstop in jus one dae. i was blog hopping when i came across some ppl's blog and also i read somebody's blog.. OMG!! these ppl either gt nth to do or they're jus freaking boring i tink, can blog lyk every few hrs in a dae la.. some jus mentioned abt nth but their bfs, their relationships and all. well no offences but c'mon.. we all hav a life and besides relationship n bfs, there shud be other better things rite? i love my bf too.. but i don mention him 24 hrs a dae, stick to him and even mention in all my entries on my blog.. well guess its DPDP huh..

gg to slp soon.. its sch agn tml.. damn i jus hated sch for nuts nw for all reasons.

2007-10-28T02:18:00.000-07:00

its been daes since i blog. firstly wanna sae HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEISI!!! tis is my belated wishes for her in my entry.. well den yup. fridae.. a dae where miss faci ang wasnt in class but a kinda weird male faci came in. well I HAVE TO MAKE MYSELF VERI CLEAR TO EVERYONE TT I DON HAVE ANITHING AGAINST HIM. BUT SERIOUSLY I WASNT EVEN PAYING MUCH ATTENTION TO PRSENTATIONS ONLI AFTER REALISED TT Y ONLI OUR GROUP HAVE TO PRESENT INFRONT WHILE OTHERS DON. TTS ALL!! yes im temper and tone sucks but tts me. u guys can don lyk me. but accept me tis wae if u wanna be my friend. hate me if u don lyk me. i don bear ani grudges but if u guys don lyk me den i cant do much.

there is jus too mani hypocrits ard me. but its ok im not reli bother. onli ppl whom accept me as in who i am den will reli get along wit me and understand wad kind of person i am. so wun sae much..

ytd was definately a great dae. morning went wild wild wet wit my dearest love.. cant imagine tt "play water" can be so fun and guess wad? do nth but get sunburnt la! haahaa.. den went shahmeer kor kor hse for raya open hse.. heehee the food there was marvallous and there's alot of laughter and fun der. a number of skools ppl went and some rp mates too. yummy yummu food.. thx for the invitation again kor and thx to ur mummy for the nice food!thx gary for the ride to tampines =)

oh ya.. not forgetting i finally saw someone tt i din see for a long long time la! my jiejie aisyah!!! haahaa.. its been months since i last saw u.. miss ya so much and i av o much fun taling n catching up wit u.. must stay in contact k?

i maybe a bich in ur eyes, i maybe being hated by u guys. but i cant do anithing to pls u ppl. im who i am. tts all i have to sae. maybe i jus cant click wit u ppl but definately why others can but not u ppl?

2007-10-25T01:18:00.000-07:00

hmmm 5 days of games.. finally it has come to an end. ongrats to all the teams that have won.. both the guys and the gals. RP guys reli did veri well u guys deserve to win the champ, ngee ann was more of the underdogs for the men's competition. grats NYP for winning champ, while i think we girls reli are the underdogs la.. although its tiring, but it seems so fast la... aniwae we won 2nd but i felt tt we're lyk champions. simply because we did our 200% best and even thoug we may have lost to NYP but we fought hard and i tink they had a hard time too.. rite fariza? hehehehe.. so yup yup u ppl rocks TEAM ADROITS!!!

Guess its time to take a break and to start thinking upon tt issue again. i nid to decide and think it hard. make a choice tt i will nt regret.. fball is starting to take up most of my team and my body jus couldn't take it i tink. for nth i feel tired and listless. damn i hate it..

sianz tml still got UT lor and seems lyk my sci teacher reli don lyk me sia.. no matter hw hard i try to talk and participate in class, she still sae i nv participate. haiz.. everytime give me c,c,c and more Cs.. wth! tis sem i reli slack lyk fuck and guess my gpa will drop till lyk siao. i dono hw to make all the faci happy, even if i do werk i also don reli get good grade except for some modules and this current class im in, seems fun, cool and sometimes complicated (tis is how i felt and see things la) but no matter wad, i'll jus try get some better grades la. haiz... bless me god. pls make my faci give me gd grades.

hmmm.. lyk wad the mac advertisment saes: "jus chill" yup i think for me i'll do tis and focus on my studies liaoz.. onli left 2 daes for me to pon sch.. die liaoz not even half a semster lah~!!!

well tts all for e.. signing out. study for test...*yawnz im tired*

2007-10-23T17:55:00.000-07:00

tml is the last game.. this POL-ITE seems lyk it jus ended so fast. wudn't sae much abt hwi performed in my first Pol-Ite, only to tink that i screwed up totally and I SUCK!!! to the max. everyone did their best and i hav high expectations on myself and also from everyone else. i dono y i hav such expectations on them also. tink i shud jus contained it to myself.

tml's game against np. not sure if i shud play. maybe its better that i don play so tt everyone can play in stress free environment. its gg to be trg time soon and yet im sitting here typing on my entry. i seems reli unsure abt wad i wanna do nw. damn ate tis feeling.

morale is so down for me. maybe tml i shall jus slp at hm don come sch and stay at hm the whole dae. gd luck gals!

2007-10-23T09:44:00.000-07:00

so its coming to an end.. am i reli doing it right? am i giving out my best? i dono..

2007-10-19T00:38:00.000-07:00

had said and done things alr.. giving up nw seems lyk im a bastard but i reli wanna do so.. 2 down 3 more to go. think i'll jus stop here. this journey doesnt seems as smooth as i tot it will be. been skipping sch and UTs lyk nobody business.. hate this part of my life nw.. totally hate it. injuries mani mani.. family ben having probs too.. damn hell jus wanna stop everyting

2007-10-13T00:31:00.000-07:00

hmmm... POL-ITE games is just 2 daes awae.. but somehow i tink somewhere is wrong.. i don seems to be very looking forward for the games.. maybe im just too tired abt as in literally on my health or maybe im just totally having my mind on my lessons. tis sem my grades haven been doing veri well and im so into pon-ning my sch la.. hating my faci and not blending into the class at all.. seems tt this class is just so not wad i expected or tot its gonna be. i mss my last sem classmates.. wish things don have to change cos i noe that when im tired, they're alwaes der to make me smile and brighten my dae, given me the encouragemenets that i nid.. miss ya guys so so so much..

trg dese daes was kind bit slack. still lost but will continue to read up n learn to play.

game game game.. tis is wad is one everyone's mind nw.. but somehow i reali cannot get it into my head. nvm forget abt it.. talk abt something else den.. dinner was good.. not too bad. aiyo dono la.. tml, sun werk werk werk.. shit.. wonder when will i get to slp till ver late lyk 2-3pm den wake up..

2007-10-10T11:03:00.000-07:00

texas chain saw... damn disgusting la! feel lyk throwing up after watching it.. time to go back to work liaoz.. heheheheheheheheeeee

2007-10-09T16:12:00.000-07:00

hmm...the pic above was being taken last week and the one below was jus taken a min ago w/o him noe-ing.. hahahaha..

hmmm lessons tis sem is totally so much harder as compared to last sem's. i stil love the lessons i had last time. well sometimes i wonder if was it because of the modules are getting harder so i hated gg to sch or was it that i'm jus wasnt close to majority of my classmates, so i dragged my legs and body to sch everydae.. haiz.. somehow i jus tink tt my body kept feeling tired and face it la.. i tink its jus al abt me, i jus trying to find lots of reasons to not go sch.. but im still glad la.. even though sch mite be hated by me, but lucky i have my frenz of w46F and yutaki, marilyn, xiuling, yihan ard.. haiz.. if they're nt in sch i tink im so so so dead.. thx peeps..

i realised recently that whenever i go break wit yutaki, there are alwaes ppl ard us that wil talk abt him.. hmmm i saw the wae people talk to their frenz abt him while their eyes were on him. yutaki is jus so eye catchy (so tall.. simply lyk transformers in real life, his wae of dressing n his style etc etc) standing beside him sometimes i makes me feel lyk im so short, small and simply nth.. but its a gd ting to be nth cos ppl wun even bother abt u.. so meaning less attention, less trouble.

its sci lessons todae.. im practically stoning more den half of my dae here and onli that i manage to find out a lil ting abt todae's topic and someting abt pressure and volume and temperautre. presntations everydae, im feeling tired and sick abt it.. its too routine.. haiz.. no off daes for me tis week i guess. have to start saving n using it wisely.. guess its time for me to go back to listen to presentations nw.. :(

lil tots: things hasn't been gg veri well.. not for me, not for bf, not for us.. but its jus tings ard us.. our frenz are turning into strangers. im starting to see lot of tings that i din wanna see nor noe. im starting to hate why things and ppl ard us changes. bf and i felt the same wae in certain matters. we din wan things to be gg aniwhr bad but gd. we're having a better relationship now.. building it smoothly and it feels jus lyk how we started.. i appreciated the change and i appreciate bf. wadeva happens.. jus din wan to get involve in everything ard us.. live life in peace.. finally i believe and sees that bf had grown up le, more matured and know how to tink liaoz.. bf jia you i noe u can make it to the journey in the national team.. gf have faith in you.. :)

2007-10-08T00:06:00.000-07:00

wad a wekend i have~! totally loved it. hmmm... lets start wit:

fri: 5th oct 2007

fri was no sch for me cos im slping at hm.. yup feeling so tired so din wanna go sch. pon for 4 daes liaoz. haven even half a semester yet i used up almost half of my leaves... hahaha.. so i headed for trg at evening. was feeling kinda weird doing the power play cos i felt so lost lyk lost la. after trg went mit him. den went over his place eat dinner at 1130pm and we onli reached hm at 4pm den head to bed for only 3 hrs.

sat: 6th oct 2007

hmmm after only slping for few hrs, we both headed to diff places. he went werk at east coast and yup i went over too ard 2plus and onli reach the place at 3plus 4. den i had alot of fun der. reli jus simply enjoying myself der playing fball, eat free ice creams, watched belly dancing performance and playing xbox360 der.. i love~! dinner me n my him went eat alot of food la.. haha.. shiok-ness man ^-^ den we took train back his house. shower and slept lyk dead log.

sun: 7th oct 2007

as usual todae went to fatpipe booth in the morning den all of us der were so tired. haha fariza waited the free shuttlebus for damn long n later went she came she realised that she waited at the wrong bus stop. haahaa! poor her la walk over to east coast. den suddenly it rained so heavily lyk tsunami and all of us were so wet and cold. all the things starts to fall and topple all over the place. haahaa den brown was totally funny. guess he simply loves his crumpler bag more den himself cos he uses his sweater to cover his bag lor.. well gd ting he rain din reli lasted veri long and when it finally stops it gives me n dear the chance to go buy our lunch as we're so hungry la.. hehe lunch was veri gd. and the video that uploaded above is wad happen after keith came.. fun fun more fun~! love this job..

P/S: i love spending all my time wit u and i reali tink tt dese 3 daes being tgt everydae sticking wit u, werking along wit u, i nv felt so happi b4. i noe ur changing for the gd, for us and also for urself. i noe u dote me alot alot. i dote u alot too. muacks~~ jus wanted u to noe tt hope after wad u have been thru all dese while, the choices u made have let u grow up a lil.. wadeva it is.. i'll be wit u. =)

2007-10-02T01:22:00.000-07:00

firstly i wanna wish my teammates PEILING AND MEIWEN: HAPPY BIRTHDAY~
next i wanna wish all kids and the not grown ups: HAPPY CHILDRENS DAY~

hmmm.. lesson todae was freaking boring.. full of calculations. enterprise sometimes can be a killer module. but lunch-break was fun.. went to watch our tennis, fball and netball IGs KL trip presentation. haha.. sheryl aka chubby and rigel start the ball rolling and chubby just cant stop giggling la.. haha must cos of us la.. the video that was being done by xiao lao shu aka duck wad fantastic! great job =) after which head for lunch wit fball peeps and den back to boring lesson.

the class finally hav their first outing tml but its at WEST COAST LA~!!! damn far can! they gg der break-fast n heard they wanna eat prata or sth.. i definately not gg la.. freaking far go der jus for prata? hahahahaha.. enjoy urself peeps! sry i wun be joining u guys..

trg was fun todae.. im learning sweep shots and rig can reli do the sweeps damn hell a gd job. the HOCKEY STYLE~ also learnt alot of waes to defend todae. im so tired to even go sch tml lor.. thurs we have high elements and i tink its gonna be so fun. hopefully i don get hypo n all on thurs... =)

p/s: a star had fallen from the sky, it jus doesnt shine as bright as before.. my angel had fallen ill. i hereby pray that u will recover real soon and and when u nid me, i'll be der for u.. for no special reasons but jus becos ur my bf n i love n care for u the most.

2007-09-30T02:03:00.000-07:00

To This wonderful relationship:
-=HAPPY 32MTHS ANNIVERSARY=-

Thru rain and storm, we ride and stomp. hand in hand, tgt we stand. the relationship we had, actually wasn't that bad. right nw all we nid is to continue and ride to the end.

went see doc, den met my him at tamp starhub to clear some stuff. den was lunch yummy yummy wit lil bits following tt. we went out to celebrate our special dae and guess wad? we saw these 2 cute lil hamsters at the pet shop. hahah.. totally adorable and dear jus cant stop making fun of it and it jus keeps falling over on their heads.. hehe.. rabbits and bunnies super cute too.

food reali IS the thing that makes both of us so happy and competible i tink. hahahah.. cos after we ate, we still go round looking for more food when we suppose to go find whr chun ann is werking.. in the end we're so engross in finding how much each restuarant hav set for the food and what each shop sells.. lol..

we walked ard.. looking for nice clothes and bags.. den we went for waffle at this veri lil yet nice cosy place at suntec city. the waffle der is great wit ice creams and the ppl der is so sweet, fun and warm.. hmmm i will definately go back der.. =) tink my deary also feel tis wae.. we'll go back..

wad is the most amazing thing that will end of date is that lil black 4 mths old terrier doggy.. hahahahaha.. i have to sae its TOTALLY CUTE CAN~!!! we also wanna have one as our own.. jus imagine its short lil legs running ard and chasing ppl ard outside the shops.. haahaa.and it definately gain all the shoppers attention.. hahaha..

tml my baby have to go trg.. so ke lian.. both of us fall sick.. haiz.. he flu and cought, i fever and sore throat.. hopefully we both get well soon and be reali fit n healthy again..=)

love ya forever miss ya lots..

2007-09-26T22:45:00.000-07:00

argh~! i totally cannot imagine how bored and free am i to do all these pics during the whole dae in sch ytd.. well im nt in sch agn todae.. somehow jus don feel well and its raining super duper heavily todae, so it makes me even more don wanna go sch... so my bee hong darling wanna go eat den so ke lian i nt in sch to pei her den she don wan eat lor.. wth.. so skinny alr still don eat later u faint hw? so i send me buddy yan keat to pei u buy food.. hahah.. U BETTER BE EATING ALOT UNDERSTAND~!! lol

lulu came back sch ytd to find us la.. OMG.. lyk so long haven seen her and its reali a W46F class gathering.. onli short of bee hong darling, perry, vodka, kelvin. irfan sick but he came haha.. but i have to sae its reli more fun to have lu ard.. feels more complete as a class, more laughters meaning more camwhoring too!!! rooftops, guys toilets, canteen.. aniwhr n everywhr u can tink of.. we jus camwhore on n on.

but well sch was ok ytd. my entire group jus went mad abt doing n learning how to use photoshop. all the special effects to make all the pics nicer and real cool.. marilyn was reali funny hahaha.. she jus finds it fasinating abt our diff version of photoshop and wad each diff versions hav or don hav.. but hers is the latest though.. hehe she learnt real fast dude and she is a person who can do ppt lyk a breeze. hats off for her *clap clap*

reali dono wad is wrong wit my life.. seems so complex and i cant even understand.. i can onli sae tt life is so unpredictable. we can onli be anticipating the unexpected coming into our lives. some may change us totally some will destroy us.. we jus have to do our best our of all dese events. rollercoaster ride indeed, but its also an experience.

2007-09-26T11:00:00.000-07:00

hahahhahaha~!!!!! to yutaki: i did not blog up ur big fat face.. onli that i place ur lil small head on the sotong u have frawn yd. hahaha though i may not be veri good at photoshop but i still manage to get ur cute fluffy head on the sotong~!!! haahaaaahhaaa...

and u us cant stop slping in class, so jus lyk u.. i cant stop taking ur photos of u slping.. but sometimes i jus wonder if u drool in ur slp. LOL~!! ur such a bitch la nv come sch todae.. tml we same group so u better get ur ass to sch and we will continue our bitching sessions, more camwhore sessions~!!!

hmmm lessons todae is easy. wun sae i will do veri well but my grp will do the presentation to our ultimate best.. haahaa.. late late late for sch todae.. but aiya.. reali so sianz and tired la.. somemore gt trg later. hw i wish i don have to go.. quitting the team seems logical nw for me (maybe cos i nid a long break from sports) but den again all have to leave it till after the polite.. so for nw its time for sch and im gg back to read our slides. cos MY PRESENTATION IS DONE ALR~!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ITS JUS 11 AM CAN~!!!

2007-09-23T01:12:00.000-07:00

these group mates tt rocks my week
working their hearts out
But here's the truth of our tai-zi yutaki

here is a video recorded by my classmate heiri.. have fun watching wad someone can do out of random-ness.. hehe..

p/s: prince yutaki.. my new fren tt i find him interesting and fun and a TOTAL bitch. talking to you is fun and reali awesome u noe? i reali lyk having u as my new classmate and fren. =D tis video is for u if u happen to come visit my blog.. hahahaa.. next time i will record more handsome view of u and blog it up again ok? hahaa.. i love tis video of u doing ur most random things and also seeing boya's face stoning.. LOL~!

2007-09-20T08:10:00.000-07:00

heiri
Yutaki and xiuling

welcome to my blog agn to whom ever is reading... its time to blog agn.. well well so far its the 4th dae of the start of sch. aniwae todae's sch was the best so far haha.. my grp mates are so fun la---> got ah soh (xiuling), roadsweeper (heiri), kiki (yukai aka yutaki) and zou mei (absent). thx for making my dae and also to my favourite classmates from W46F. ur guys its impossible to be replaced in my heart.

tis week is so boring.. bodyaching and trg on wed and fri. wed's trg is totally tiring la.. im feeling so easily tired and age is catching up wit me. played frenly wit titans ytd. though onli few players came but they damn good la.. emily, shumin, bin bin etc etc.. wow em is so strong la.. i kena nudge from her and i almost lost my balance.. but have to sae it is a good game played by the rp gals.

its been a tiring dae for me man.. tml is fridae but i heard the problem is damn difficult la so which means-->sianz.. alrite nw im gg to play ard wit the new photoshop in my lapy nw.. hopefullyi noe hw to use.. feeling so damn kuku-fied nw.. keke..

2007-09-17T07:00:00.000-07:00

hmmm.... its a brand new dae, mondae blues and a new semester. new classmates, new faces, new facis, new classrooms.. everyting is so new and stranger to me.. i felt so lonely, alienated and scared.. todae's module? enterprise.. my fav but its so HARD LA~!!! my god.. first time i felt so lost but nvm la, will slowly get use one.. haahaaaaaaa~!!!!!!!

breaks todae is totaly fun~!! mit up wit my beloved classmates of W46F and my god i totally missed all the moments we had together for the last semester.. well i tot W4 is lyk so dead la cos most of my classmates are all situate at W1.. but onli till todae~!!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAAAAAA i den noe tt there is quite a numbr of us at W4 also lor.. lyk my bitch sister saifu, the mr"chio sia" vincent, mr and miss anyting yan keat and jal, miss blur renee and my darling bee hong.. hahaha.. guess im not alone =)

lessons todae pretty tough but manage to pull thru.. understand la but jus din manage to make my presentation the wae i wan it lyk wad we use to present at W46F. guess new members have diff waes of presenting. not all seems veri enthu abt presenting but overall was still ok lor.. at least i din fall asleep. the faci? wah cannot make it~!!! his qns are all easy to understand but the answers he expects from us are lyk super CHI-MER-LO-GY lorh.. i cant even think of aniting to answer him sia.. his RJ gt lyk 2-3 parts in one question. haiz.. tink my life this semester with this faci will die lo..

i cut my hair todae.. haahaa tink i look lyk.. hmmm dono hw to sae leh but i kinda lyk it. hehe nw waiting for my darling bee hong to judge.. see if she is gonna laugh out loud tml or sae its nice.. hehe.. guess im done blogging la for todae..

my lil tots for the dae: i'll try my best to do well in sch and tt competition is jus abt amonth awae.. wad should i do? should i be still tinking or should i still give up? i dono.. im confuse.. haiz troubled mind

2007-09-11T23:10:00.000-07:00

hmmm been awae from singapore and been awae from everyone dese daes.. so im back to blog. well i don reli noe wad to blog though.. was at KL for fball trip.. 4daes 3 nite seems to pass veri fast. still rmb the first dae we're der.. the most terrible and hardest time to pass is the first trg der.. not becos of anione but is the trg ground der and the terribly hot weather. its lyk in the oven trg.. but the rets of the daes are pretty ok. ate alot der.. all sorts of food and yup bought some stuff also.

sometimes i jus nided u when im down at my lowest pt in life.. i jus nided u to jus lend me ur shoulder to cry on, nid a lil hug n console..

2007-08-31T01:02:00.000-07:00

its been awhile since i blog agn..

starting from date 27-29 aug... well went to class chalet. OMG la~ the place is so far when u walked u noe.. haha but taking bus wasn't tt bad la.. been walking a couple of times wit many ppl.. first was wit huining, fiona, hadi and jorrie during the first dae. den was wit chun ann, renee and chun ann agn the following dae.. had fun der and yup irfan actualli brought his entire sound system der man.. ( which includes lappy, speakers the medium type ones, the system that can control the vol.) i must sae that 3 daes 2 nites of chalet jus wasn't enuf la.. hahaha.. they r a hella of fun.. jus cant get enuf of my classmates of W46F.. wish next semester we'll still remain as a class..

bran went for the chalet too.. stayed der on the 2nd dae even and he was jus wit me the whole 3 daes.. thx for being der n company me, greatly appreciated. he was jus lucky tt my classmates did nt bring in to the dance floor. but he seems to make frenz wit irfan doing the sparker.. (well u noe the one stick thingy tt we play during chinese new year or even lantern festival..) yup yup.. so everything jus ended so fast.. good times seems to end so quick while bad times seems lyk its nv gonna end.. i will miss u peeps from W46F..

so yup after chalet comes a lil few hrs of rest, food that bran cooked at my hse, watch movie halfwae n doze off and den rp trg.. was super tired la. worst when i dono gt frenly n played a hell loads lyk shit~!!!

30th aug.. went out buy my medi stuffs, head to meet bran.. haiz feeling down the entire dae dono y.. maybe tis illness its jus getting into me tt i hate it so much it jus spoils my dae n kills me tt i don wanna do aniting. went for comex I.T fair, saw a few nice cameras tt interest me and he's looking for desktops n mp3. den we went ard marina and he got a top for himself for his attachments and head for a simple dinner. seems lyk todae jus not my dae, hav cookies not meatballs, hav meatballs no cookies.. wth~ den things ended up yet chaos for both of us..

i hate it whenever we quarrel, hate it whenever he assume things abt me, hate it when he don ask and don hav the initiative, hate it when he can jus raise his voice @ me yet he tell me to change. he hates me too.. for everything n anithing.. so yup end of the dae i jus tot tt we're tired and we hate each other. so i gave up my ring n the jacket that he bought me.. i walked awae left him all by himself and somehow i stopped walking too.. sat der alone n din noe wad to do.. everyone's eyes was on me seeing me sitting der.. i felt alienated and stupid... he finally came, saw me n told me sry tt he took so long to come cos he lost his wae.. i felt sick cos i broke my promise "ppl can leave me behind but i will nv leave anione behind". but tis time round i left him behind all by himself.. felt so sick tt i broke my own words..

i cudn't think at all on my wae hm.. sitting in the bus staring outside at this nice country.. i jus felt worst n stupid.. i jus wanna keep running awae from reality and maybe one dae from everyone.. let my shadow n me be all alone..

2007-08-27T01:30:00.000-07:00

FLOORBALL, FLOORBALL and more FLOORBALL~!!!!!! and lastly im so tired but i jus feels lyk eating chocolate pudding...

2007-08-20T10:20:00.000-07:00

boring boring BORIIIIIIIIINGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck class today is reli shity ... he just keeps talking to himself and that not a single soul is listening to him la.. damn shud nt have came to school todae.. jus wanna leave lyk nw...

2007-08-19T22:57:00.000-07:00

firstly... YESSAAA!!!! OWLS THE PESTA SUKAN CHAMPION 2007!!! WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! omg.. i simply cant believe that we're the champ and this is my first gold medal from tis competiton. i cant believe it man.. 2 daes of lots of running, games, intensity and not forgetting my first goal that i've eva scored in pesta sukan this yr... simply just great! OWLS GREAT TEAM WERK AND SUPERB EFFORT EVERYONE!!!

well.. i haven been updating for quite awhile.. been reali busy and lazy to blog.. well to give better excuses--> im just simply too busy tt i cant squeezeeee in ani time to blog.. muhahaha~!but this coming week sch is coming to the end of this semester for me.. which means no more same classmates for me next semester.. hmmm.. wonder how does it feel to be with another bunch of new people?

sept we're lyk gg malaysia trip.. im gonna miss my bed, my friends, miss my comfortable country, miss my dear and mis my daddy, mummy,brother and mani mani more.. im gonna miss pesta sukan for men's. cant go down to support my love and team innebandy.. wah so sian lor when i tink abt it nw.. hopefully someone will sms n update me pls.....

i reali realised that life is so much different for me in RP den in M.I... rite here in this sch, everydae is lyk sure bound to have sth happening and alot of events gg on. its jus lyk a marathon movie.. non stop playing and action pac.. heheh.. i guess this is the kind of lfe that i want it to be.. go sch wit fun, fun and more fun... LOL~!

well guess iu nid to stop here.. jus simply cant stop yawning.. guess waking so early this whole week and all the runnings are making me tired.. muscles all stiffen and it jus hurts.. wrist nt ok, finger got chopped.. but well the fruit that we gt from all dese pain n tiredness.. its worth~ gd nite to the world, my friends n family and most imptly... to me =P

2007-08-08T09:51:00.000-07:00

hmmm... hell im freaking lazy to blog dese daes. last week was lyk sch and trgs agn.. had alot of fun and bad times and many incident hapened in sch.. so sat was trg, den out lunch-ing wit him and his hse, den out and sun work from 9-6pm @ www and etp. den hm and den out and den its another week again..

mon had frenly wit nyp. though we won but i noe tt tis is not their full team, all their better players all din turn up. so even though we won, i don feel the victory @ all. so i was feeling kinda so-so..

ytd lessons suck big time. din understand the VB codes @ all.. sth about planting bomb. haha TOTALLY lost.. presentation all was so damn short and i cant help but to laugh and that hav to admit i was busy wit my NFS.

todae is national dae eve and tt onli 14 of us attended class. so boring..all the happening ppl not ard and the class sounds so pretty empty and quiet. but still lessons have to go on and so im here doing nth since i stepped into this class @ 915 and till nw i hav yet opened my mouth to sae a single thing to the faci, my classmates. hehe.. maybe later when i hav to talk or feel lyk talking den i wil LOL!!!!!

alrite nw shall go for the boring class.. national dae tml yay.. gg out wit him tml yay.. fireworks yay.. can slp till lyk dono wad time tml yay.. so im kinda looking forward for trg later n my 24hrs of holidae tml. =)

2007-07-30T10:14:00.000-07:00

studying for UT agn.. hate it when i have to study for it. alwaes cant get my princess slp. its the wee hrs nw and that everyone is slping.. how envy la they can slp.. haix

its the end of the month~!!! and its a veri special day for me n my love. its our 2yr and 6mths anniversay!!!! yay.. so happi but... both of us is unable to make it for ani forms of celebration cos i have sch and later at nite have the JUMP party till late and that he hav sch in the day till nt sure wad time.. haix but nevertheless, i wanna sae lots of wonderful memories i had wit u.. all the ups and the downs, all the tears hat had shed and all the love n care and misses we have for eac other.. :) baby.. piggy loves u..

hmmm so rehersals and no fball.. so boring but nvm at least rehersal wadn't too bad wit the rugby guys ard and did the HAKA~!!! alrite i guess i have to end here cos im reli dead slpy.. so *yawns* gd nite

2007-07-29T23:26:00.000-07:00

I HATE U FOR LYING TO ME! I HATE U FOR DOING THINGS THAT U NOE U WILL PISSED ME OFF! I HATE U FOR EVERYTHING!!!! DON EVA TALK TO ME AGN!!! I HATE U LIAR~!!!

2007-07-29T03:19:00.000-07:00

hmmm... i have to say something first seriously.. "IRFAN~!!! U ROCK! I LYK THE OTHER SIDE OF U~!!!" hahaha.. have to reli applaude for my classmate irfan the giraffe.. his both performance was just great. this blog is for him man.. his day.

nv knew he could sing this well. i tot he's onli genius in creating music cos he alwaes do it in class [our class DJ] and also noe tt he do jamming and plays the electric guitar. but.. but... i reli reli dono he SINGS TOO LARH.. and its GD~!!!

hmmm.. 16 weeks coming to the end. i have hardly hang out wit my classmates cos im alwaes so busy wit my trgs and also working on weekends. recently after the fireworks uting, i reli realised that i have missed out alot of fun wit tis bunch of funny and cool ppl in my class. its gonna come to he end of semester and im gonna miss everyone of u peeps. i love u guys so much and u guys rock my world. when im down n sick in sch, u guys r alwaes der for me. when im angry, u guys will try to talk me out of it. mani thx to all of u people cos i noe im hard to handle wif. sry for all the trouble n unhappiness i've cause all dese weeks in class.

i hope things wun change after we have split classes. wish we wil still have breakfast, lunch and outings tgt. hope we still contact each other, wish we'll remember the happy memories we gad in W46F.

i dono y i cant help but be so mad over him deleting the comment i wrote on the frenster. its the truth that I HATE HER BEING SO CONCERN ABT HIM. U HAVE UR OWN BF DEN MIND UR OWN BIZ N LEAVE MINE ALONE~!!! gals gals n more gals.. time n time agn u let it happen n affect our r/ship, u don wanna open up to me.. haven i tried to ask u things? haven i ried to wait for u to open up to me? haven i trust u all the time till todae n yet u nv did anione of dese? im totally disappointed but yet im acting lyk as if im fine everydae in sch, when i face everyone that i see everydae.. im heartbroken, im tired..

i stil believe in u that one dae u will change for me, for urself n for ur r/ship. i still believe tt tis dae will come soon. i dono hw much longer i can eva hang on to t, keeps on acting it. onli to noe that if reali der is nth gonna happen and we both be honest and open up to each other, den none of this or anithing will make us quarrle and break us up. its all in ur hands.. i wun wan to reli care much animore. cos the more i care the more it hurts n breaks my heart..

2007-07-25T01:40:00.000-07:00

hmmm nw its veri early wed morning and its raining here.. rain brings back alot of memories for me. i rmber the times when im totally so engross in my daily lives in sch back in sec sch times, i rmber the times i had big fights wit someone, i rmber the happy sweet memories i have spent with all my frenz and love ones.. but come to tink of it.. whr will all dese memories go when a person passed on?

tis wek no fball.. court being taken up. rehersal for warcry i din go.. cos work in class has to be done. looking forward for skools trg on fri.. other den that i don wanna noe or even tink abt it.. sch is boring as eva.. ppl are seriously changing and that i hate it abundon of it. damn man..

i wish i was reli a princess.. ur princess that u will love me, dote me.. but its ok even if der is no1 ard cos i can still be a princess. tired abt eating at times esp at nite lyk dono wad to eat lorh.. been eating fast food quite alot la.. haha yet in the afternon im a total monster.. eat non stop can~! eat proper food plus waffles plus smll bites.. OMG~!!!! REENA IS TERRIBLE>> SHE"S GONNA GROW SO FAT ARHG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but nvm.. i don care even if im gaining weight lorh..

well its gonna be end of the 1st semster soon.. lyk so fast lor 16weeks gone in the flash of light. competitions drawing nearer and im kinda worn out by all the injuries even b4 it started. tired of all the monster PT .. haiz.. im just simply plain tired.. almost everydae slps in class while ppl present.. WTH LARH REENA~!!!!

aniwae wish tml morning will be a gd dae.. cos a brand smile welcomes a bran new dae.. *yawns...* off i go nw.. peace out to the loveliest piece of land that i slp in and breathe safely in..

2007-07-23T09:39:00.000-07:00

hmmm... wah lyk mani daes nv blog. but wadeva la haven had the time to blog lor.. last week we had frenly wit the NP gals and yup they ure came down prepared wit so mani gals even their graduates.. ahaha.. they lyk have 4 lines i tink while we have 3lines. but overall the game was gd and we won 11-4. and den sham did it again~!!! ahahahahahaha

fri ahah.. cudn't remember wad i did except for school.. oh ya fri wasn't a gd dae to start a new group for enterprised.. sucks. but wadeva lor so no wonder i din wanna remember.

the rest of my weekend was nowhere fun nor gd.. especially sat. ytd went watch game at 8. haha b4 tt went eat wit alfee n gang. delifrance heheh was great!!! yummy yum. rp's game was reli exciting and they drew the game at the last min 5-5 the final score.. wae to go guys~!!!

nw nw nw.. im in class todae and the faci is damn boring.. its another faci here todae and he kept talking to himself in class.. and so mani ppl din come todae so yup boring again~! but nvm its a go dae to slp in class.. lessons todae is RELI RELI BORING~!!!!! *yawns*

2007-07-18T11:30:00.000-07:00

hmmm its a cold weather today and its irritating that i cant be at home slping.. damn shit!

nvm.. so many thing gg thru my head (my game todae, the upcoming 3 on 3, polite, skools trg, rp trgs, family, r/s with people and mani mani) wth is gg on with my life man.. seems lyk im alwaes this busy lah.. haiz

but wadeva larh.. i juz don wanna tink and announce that i give up! i don wanna tink animore. the more i tink the more troubled (fan) i am and the more i sae the more it sounds wrong. so yup i will be gg to the extreme. i can care less now if i eva hurt anione. cos this is the reality. a harsh place to stay and live in. eveyone bitch abt everyone.

tired abt being me.. maybe wad i am back den was happier.. i wanna be the old me..

2007-07-17T22:46:00.000-07:00

so many things had happened in 3daes and i just dono how to explain.. so don bother to explain and that sometimes i felt that im lyk suffocating and i nid to breathe reali hard.. and also this week have brag games.. haha ytd went n be tempmatch sec for the game and have to sae SEG is DAMN DAMN POWER AND HARD TO BEAT.. hehe watched the other teams played against them and hope we SHL will beat them.. hehe

as for todae we SHL won our first game.. hehe~!!! yay and tml finals hope we win too and win the brag game.. may SHL win.. LOL

hmmm.. der is someone who tells me this: "its sometimes better to be frenz and maintain the kind of lyking feelings for each other den be couples and be unhappy with each other" well i totally agree with the person.. a man and a woman do nt nid to be lovers to have gd memories.. sometimes being frenz is just or even better isn't it?

well i guess its something to ponder about...

2007-07-15T01:54:00.000-07:00

nice fireworks.. went watch wit my classmates.. nice outing.. im tired alr.. so wun blog animore will stop here..

2007-07-14T00:59:00.000-07:00

I nid to let go and control myself from hurting he.. she is so idiot, childish and the worst is she thinks she's so damn pretty and she have a bf? OMG~!! which fellow eyes have prob man.. aniwae i wanna thank my classmates for stopping me from hurting her. i cant care less abt her but she reli hit my limits.. been trying to help her in presentation yet she sae me al those tings.. damn shyt U POWER RANGER BELIEVER~!! HOW STUPID OF U TO BELIEVE AND BE SO NAIVE AND YET TURN ROUND AND SCOLD EVERYONE IN THE CLASS?!

its true that in 1's life that we have 1 or 2 true frenz that reli are true to u, be der for u and reli helps u listens to u. im fortunate am i? hehe ya i think so ba.. there are mani frenz in our lives but true frenz are hard to come by. we have to catch and treasure dem all our lives.. keep them and be thankful. you noe who u people are.. thx for being der for me.. :)

hmmm.. pretty hungry nw.. but gt nth to eat.. i so ke lian (poor thing) ahaha.. but aniwae i'll juz not eat and go slp.. hehe tot of gg out though nw..

2007-07-12T00:58:00.000-07:00

i gt nth to blog n gt nth to sae onli tt haha i din go sch todae and i slept till 230PM hehe.. shiok.. heard alot of ppl din go sch also todae. so yup i went trg at nite den went dinner wit some mates.. hehe thx for the company and dinner as usual mac haha.. its alwaes nice to hav the company if not dinner for me alone will be veri lonely.. lyk i tk bus so lonely lor. hehe

tml gt test agn.. but communication gt no 6p cant study so yup cant reli be bothered. nw gg to slp soon.. gd nite the world.

2007-07-10T00:52:00.000-07:00

i guess it reali doesnt matter wad others tink or looked at me, cos they do not know the reena deep inside. the different side of me where noone eva sees rather den u. everyone can comment me but not u.. cos ur the onli one whom reli noe who i am.. the real me inside.. the other side of me...

i wanna out my trust in ur hand once agn.. i've juz have to find the courage to, i noe its hard but i tried over n over agn.. i nid to learn and im still learning in tis r/ship. 2yrs and 5mths of long journey isn't reali short but its long enuf for us to noe each other so deep that at times we juz nid some space to breathe, sometimes we juz nid each others support and love, some concerns and a little bit of time tgt.. but time isn't on our side, nt now nor eva.. but i believe we can get thru all dese weathers.. as long as u put ur trust in me too, let me into ur heart don shut me out cos i wanna be the oni one to share all ur worries and woes, all ur happy times and all of ur every other things that ur gg thru.

honeymoon stage does nt exist for us animore. but yet to others they r lyk on honeymoon mood no matter how many yrs they're tgt n gone thru. i wish and envious dem.. but i noe our fate is different, so does our r/ship. so i don ask more, i oni ask for the bare minimium juz let me have some time wit u every week. even juz a dae a week its enuf for me.. i jus wanna love u, be by u thru all ur ups n downs, be the one whom u will rmb when u wake up in the morning, be the one u tink of b4 u slp at nite, be ur gal whom u will oni love..

wadeva had happened has no turning back, but i don regret cos ur wit me i noe i have u.. but do u feel the same wae too?

2007-07-09T17:18:00.000-07:00

sportsman of the year: miss hazmina
afro hazmina [PRETTY~!!!]
alien from JUPITER: BETA WEE
alien BETA WEE FREN: ALPHA WEE
future sportswoman in da making: having down symdrome

2007-07-07T00:44:00.000-07:00

its blogging time... haiz had such a bad dae.. the presentation slides i felt was a total bad.. she onli did one slide den ask her exlain the slide she do she actualli said no.. WTH~!!

hmmm todae's frenly was lyk totally diff from the first time we played with dem.. they're stronger and have bigger group nw, more gerls and i tink we all reali din do well. tink we too relac le.. hehe

i tot u would tink im impt to u.. but i guess i was naive and was wrong. i cudn't even compare to a show and all the stupidest things on earth. called u yet ur so eager to hang up. i took the initiative to sms u yet u took forver to reply. did u eva think tt u have neglected me? u don but i do. so imjus a piece of thrash, den dump it awae den.

2007-07-05T10:32:00.000-07:00

Fate is fair to everyone.. some of us are born lucky while others unfortunate. so rich so poor, some health some sickly.. i guess it juz werks in such a manner that what one have the other will not have.

22yrs i've been thinking and alwaes blaming that why do i have to be the lyk most unlucky amongst my sister and brother. they seems to have everything they wan and ask for. i asked why do i have to be the one being "choosen" the have such i'llness.. what suck about it is that its gonna stuck to me for life. who loves to poke needles everdae lyk 4 times a dae, doc's apointmentlyk every 2-3mths?

aiyo.. i oso dono y im talking all this shyt.. maybe im jus reali tired abt the my life.. sometimes i jus wish to be someone else, to be loved by ppl whom i wish that they will share their love for me and that in the end i jus wish and kip wishing that i wanna jus end it all.. its a torture and its misery for the one who give and not having anithing back..

2007-07-04T00:07:00.000-07:00

A dedication for that someone special:

A big THANK YOU for making my life seems so complete. cos there is alwaes something missing. from a life lyk the panda, u made it yk rainbow nw. have i tell ya how much my heart felt n goes out to u.. i cant put in words how much we have been thru and all the tears, smiles and memories we shared, this is nt a neither short or long r'ship and that i wanna sae i noe ur have changed eva since u came back from this malaysia trip. i dono wad had happen that makes u a changed and matured person, but i reali appreciates the initiatives and changes that u hav made to make our r'ship better. THANKS once agn for every lil things that u have given me, all ur effort and all the lessons u have taught me in life.. love u love me...

eva tink of how can 1 survive wit 30bucks a week? well its been so long alr and im trying to survive and adapt. HARD~! but ya i will TRY VERY HARD to survive.. hehe..

lastly... TO MR B.CHEONG: hope u can reli understand this entry.. love ur princess

2007-07-03T00:53:00.000-07:00

omg age is catching up wit me and that im reli getting tired easily nowadaes... i can practically slps immediately when i sit down or even standing up on the bus in the morning.. hahahahaha~! trg nw juz gonna be 1,3,5... skools trg on sat and i may hav to werk.. wah sianz...

todae sch juz suck.. cos its abt distribution and im lyk lost. its science todae yet we're doing distribution of lyk money.. hmmm juz make no sense out of it. aniwae i tried very hard to understand wad was being taught in class.. but i juz don see n catch no balls. think im juz nt gd at it.

trg todae is reli reli tiring la.. so few yr1s and drills was jus lyk killing me cos of the few no. of gals turning up cos causes all of us to lyk run more den eva.. haha but ya i will juz tk it as jian fei lor.. mw din train todae(sick), gerri (backapin) and im all bruised.. ankle bit swollen.. aiyo.. den game time we played 0k but nt gd enuf hahah den shannon played la.. she's gd i hav to sae for her age and she can do cheeky pass and she scored.. haha joreen was saeing we purposely let her shoot.. well have to rite.. she onli 8 so skinny somemore if i defend her lyk hw i usually do tink she will injured lor.. hehe

well maths UT tml at 9.. tink im gonna screwed up for it once agn.. the previous grade was lyk C+ so ya hope i get the same or better grades this time round [but i tink i can onli dream abt it] hahahah alrite gtg nw.. i miss my bf alot.. he been reli busy and i jus wanna sae if anitime u nid a shoulder to rest on.. u have mine. loads of love dear..

2007-07-01T01:11:00.000-07:00

hmmm shall sart off with todae's entry.. sat 9am trg at RP. more ppl came todae but lyk the owls did not lyk turn up agn.. din do well todae during the skools trg, den was frenly with the SIM guys.. they pretty hardcore and i FELL 3 TIMES LAH~! all 3 time the same fat guy.. its lyk OMG n WTH!!!! now my knee lyk damn painful. went get my sandals n head hm.. bathe go hav dinner. dinner was great!!!

fri's module was enterprise.. my team mate is a idiot. ahe simply listens to her music, kips typing nonstop n when ppl ask her "anithing to add on yi xuan?" she simply shut up. den during presentation she simply skip the entire forst pt n jumped to the 2nd point. den after skul she actually switched off MY SWITCH~!!! what a bitch~

fridae after lessons i go meet my dearest for movie. watched transformers.. i have to sae 2 thumbs up and wad a show~ i simply loved it.. must watch man peeps.. alrite i wanna go slp already.. dead tired from running n falling down for the entire dae.. nites and lites out.. peace :D @-->--HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO US --<--@

2007-06-28T10:05:00.000-07:00

yay.. its yet another time for me to blog again.. todae is communication and the DUMB UT~! i simply donno aniting la even though i studied till 230 AM ytd after my frenly wit SIM Blacks. hmmm wud sae the frenly went well its gd la overall.. the line i played in scored the most haha. no idea y but each time when Ruyi saes "go in must score ar line 1" den we scored.. hahhahah.. meiwen's and sheryl's shots are the best i tink.. but den agn simply cant compare debbie's with theirs.. debbie's goal is lyk superb fast la.. 2 SECS ONLY~! duck was reli funny la. when i was playing one of the period haha she was at the side boards and was talking to me la.. telling me not sure abt wad but its sth above bring up the ball n shoot or sth la hahahhaha...

met my sister, sunshine n minru after trg.. they juz finished their cheerleadering practice..

i tink as the dae goes by and im getting reli tired everydae. im reli hating the fact about trg everydae and that i've to admit i've been skipping the guys trg alot.. aniwae wilson don reli lyk us der la... so ya skools trg nw on sat makes me even harder to go.. wkend is werking dae for Reena.. darn.. i tink i shall juz mite as well stop this sport. my life is fucking screwed..

2007-06-27T15:02:00.000-07:00

hmm... let me jus start off by wishing my teammate Wileen and my RP fball n school mate Geraldine: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

hmm.. todae's lesson is pretty dry.. cant do much or get information from what is given to us.. so yup one word: BORING!!!! but wana sae thx alot for all those ppl who tagged on my board to make it so happening~ continue tagging ppl~!!!

later gonna have frenly wit SIM blacks. hopefully its gonna be a gd, nice game. hopefully we don lose to them and even if we lose hope we DON get thrash by them.. haha.. well we'l see how it goes.. update more abt the game either tonite or tml..

presentation time.. bye~!

2007-06-26T15:59:00.000-07:00

well now im so bored.. kept yawning and that im lyk putting abit more movies into my lappy.. den nw is presentation.. kinda lyk sian abt the module todae.. Visual Basics and its all about commands to make the changes to the boxes and all. lyk WTH~ y am i learning this in my diploma Sports and Leisure mgt.. forget it i tink im juz boring n whinning my wae out.

stupid lappy having prob. i cant seems to delete my unsed program cos it saes im nt the authourised user.. :( am not gg trg later and they having contact rugby later with the rugby girls. haha.. god luck gals hopefully u gals have fun and DON INJURED HORRR~!!! hehe and keep a lookout for sheryl tink she'll be damn funny la rite SHERYL FOX~!!!

so i go on blogs to find ppl's link. getting sleepy nw.. hope i can slp nw n i wanna go hm eat my yummy dinner n slp till tml.. *yawns*

2007-06-26T01:40:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. its kinda late nw and later i have UT coming up in school so i'll make it short. din go sch todae and went trg for lyk 2hrs.. head to change and hav dinner at KFC. have to sae that hazzy and sheryl is reli 2 funny people.. think they make a gd couple if they're tgt.. haha.. den met my dearest bf.. finally back from penang and we went swensens for his bdae ice cream for FREE~!!! haha and order the french fries and gt him ice cream cake to celebrate his bdae.. YUMMY~ gave him the card and things i prepare for him as prezzie and yup we walked ard the empty shopping centre, sent me to interchange and headed hm..

its reli gd to be able to hug u once agn, to see u after so many daes and to be able to just spent the time wit u.. happy 20th birthdae my love.. miss u reli alot..

gtg slp nw.. if nt tink tml gonna skip lessons agn.. gd nite to me, my bf, my family, my love ones, my friends and to the world.. lites off nw :D

2007-06-23T23:45:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. its been one week since holidaes. fri was juz another dae in skul, went down to watch the trg but din train. ahah.. linie gt so mani cool things that i juz learnt from her.. thx gerl!

todae had trg in the morning lyk 9.. so early so i slept in bus den head for trg @ rp. trg was not bad haha.. its been so long lyk i went SKOOLS trg la. but disappointed that there isn't any frenly todae cos veri few ppl went. esp the rp boys onli have hafiz, hazzy, hisham, mc, syazrul.

went makan wit the rp peeps and also gary and ryan. den chilled for a while b4 gg hm. came hm.. slp, eat dinner and slp till nw agn.. hha.. tml morning must werk. hmmm tired sia

2007-06-22T14:42:00.000-07:00

so he went malaysia.. den will not be back till mondae [on the dae of his bdae]. i felt upset that after so much of planning and wanna surprise him.. its all screwed nw..

2007-06-21T18:18:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. mondae is lyk start of sch again after 2 short weeks of holidaes. mondae blues in my class.. everyone is quiet in class seems lyk all of us are still in holidae mood. trg on mondae was ok. have to sae meiwen n sheryl is lyk BEST DEFENDERS CAN~!!! hahahah..

hmmm tuesdae is kinda not bad. lessons don hav ppt for al of us and that we have to understand the program and have challenge against all other teams. din go physical trg.. so went to get things to prepare gifts. head hm eat dinner n slp~!!

wed... shud nt hav gone school. most hated faci.. so troublesome n ask so mani qns. everytime i attend her lessons im alwaes shutting her out lyk automatically. den presentation is lyk not bad. haven been doing presentation for 2 weeks.. lol have to sae losing touch n nervous ytd.. frenly wit combine sch gers.. match was fun the gers were pretty strong so does the RP gers! we're all pretty on form and that though we won by small margine but overall i'll sae "Great job gers!!!"

hmmm todae UT suck big time. so mani qns but no time to do, furthermore i late.. lol lyk overslept la.. den wasn't feeling well so decided to go hm. he's gg malaysia wit his family n i onli gt to noe todae.. i was so looking forward to his bdae cos i've been planning a surprise for him but he wun be ard on his bdae n my surprise for him had to be cancelled. kinda hurtful n disappointing..i hate it, i wish he wud stay for me.. but i tink i can onli juz dream on, lyk fat hope la reena~! u can keep on dreaming, cos wadeva i do, it will nv turn out the wae i want it to be.

2007-06-19T02:19:00.000-07:00

i juz felt lyk an idiot.. is ur frenz reli that more impt to u? i juz wanna celebrate ur special dae wit u though ts gonna be late. but u tink that my plan wasn't gd n made u angry cos i nv include ur frenz? i tink n look in the bigger picture tt's y i din asked dem along. u were envious i knew it straight that dae so i asked u and made a promise to u that u will get sth the same one dae. but im doing wit wad i hav n wad i can onli afford for u nw.. i noe its nth compared to wad ur fren had but i juz wanna give a surprise too.. but gt u angry.

pls understand the reasons y i planned it tis wae. pls look at it in my pt of view, pls the last ting i wan is u to get angry. i juz wanna celebrate wit ya.. alot of things cant be done cos it a weekdae and i hope u do understand tis IS the MAIN reason for nt having dem in my plans.

all along frenz r the top priority, den ur family den is fball. i cant even compare to fball and i don even noe whr i stand in ur heart. i've tried and tried juz for u, juz to make u happy. give ya wad u wan that others hav so that u don hav to be envious. i dono wad else can i gif u or make u happy animore..

u've changed so much so do i. but i've tried doing n changing for the gd for our r/s. wad abt u? aniwae im trying hard nt to tink abt it, not to juz hurt and teared by wadeva u sae or do to me. but i still did in class todae. im a failure.. total useless failure..

2007-06-17T02:50:00.000-07:00

im @ hm the entire dae thinking abt wad upcoming compeition i will have.. but saw wad i've read i juz din noe wad to sae.. yes i've admit i've nt reali been trg alot under ruyi, i've been nt gg got skools trg cos i reli cant make it due to skul and trgs and all, but i did train and oso train as hard as i can push myself and my body cud tk it..

its easy to sae we wanna quit.. aniting we do in life, quitting is foreva the easiest thing to do, the easiest wae out to solve a problem. but hav we eva tot abt wd will happen to ppl and things ard us if we juz quit? Yes tis is our lives and of cos we wan the best for ourselves, for our family, for tt or certain special ppl in our hearts. still we shud consider ppl ard us too.. cos inlife, wadeva we do it will not onli affect ourselves, it will oso affect others ard us. its lyk a disease.. it spreads all over and it juz makes u feel sick abt it.

things are juz getting from bad to worst. but since it has alr happened and its alr worst.. so juz let things be den.. we cant do anithing more to change.. we tried to help, to change but it juz din turned out as expected. so i guess we lived wit it..

its raining here and lots of tots juz went thru my coconut.. i asked myself y do i hav to be affected or eveb be bothered to try so hard, werked so hard and end of the dae everyting turns out differently.. well i guess there is no ans to it n it will juz kip ringing in my head..

2007-06-16T04:09:00.000-07:00

14th june
its W64F class outing to Palau Ubin todae! well im lyk super early la.. to tink that im da first to reached tanah merah mrt station.. haha~ den came minru, nelly, sunshine and yan keat. vincent n quan was slping and almost cud nt joined us.. lucky gt mummy nelly to wake dem all up. den the guys came lyk after we hav waited so long keke.. so in the end we hav 15ppl and off to ubin.

bus ride was fun and din noe poor boy irfan gt bike accident n he had 6 stitches at the left side of his chest. den we met up the other 4 [rene, kai, quan n vincent] at the ferry pt and took a boat der.

reaching ubin was juz exciting enuff haha den we head to rent our mountain bikes~! everyone had choosen our bikes and we simply cant wait to cycle off and explore tis place. staring was reli funny ahah.. some of us juz learn to cycle, den was the gear prob, bicycle chain prob, lots of laughters and shoutings from the gals.. haha~ the journey was thrilling and we played truth or dare~! almost everyone kena and kai proposed to rene to be his gf, but seems lyk he failed cos rene rejected not noe-ing wads the reason.. well den we cycle back for our lunch. lunch was mee rubus and mee siam. was so hungry i ate up mine, rene's and kai's, cos they cant finish. haha tink i ate lyk a cow down :P after lunch was more taking of photos and morr exploring in ubin. we cycled along the road n we came across a hill that more of dem get down from their bikes and pushed uphill. downhill was total AWESOME~!!!! reli high speed and no brakes!!! haha me n chun ann when lyk 3 times for the entire dae and some of the guys went 2 rounds. well hav to sae was kinda disappointed that the route to chek java was closed and we cud'nt explore der. but overall cycling in ubin was reali a whole alot of fun and that its damn thrilling cycling in high speeds not onli on roads but also thru the muddy water, rocky n bumpy roads LOL!!! head abck to changi for dinner[fried kway teow, oyster omelette w/o oyster, peanut tang yuans] and yup home sweet home.. came hm bathe n had a talk wit my dearest.

....drop dead....

15th June
was having a gd slp when rajiv called my phone n woke me up. well i din wanna pick up his call cos he juz keeps calling n i don see a pt for me to talk to him when wadeva n no matter wad everyone had said to him is still nt helping. he kept saying he wanna die, nid a ans and alot more. but i felt tt tis is nt my nor anione's r/s. its his n her's, so if she reli din wanna bother or meet him den he shud juz let go, y call everyone for help and wanna make tings so unpleasant. so he called bran n my bf is juz too nice. talked to him and all. he even sms my bf n beg him for help i mean HELLO~ WE CANT HELP SO EVEN U BEG US WE CANT HELP U MUCH OR IN FACT AT ALL. so he goes on calling me, bran, keith and dono who else la for mani times. sometimes i juz felt kinda irritated that if ppl don wanna meet u den u juz forget it la. y u keep wanna meet her and keep asking for ppls help?! stop threatening tt u wanna die, wanna go her hse n all la.. i juz find it childish.

so enuff of him. todae i went out to meet widya, shahmeer to celebrate jasa's bdae. haha.. but b4 tt i went to get my laptop case.. haha was so happi that i gt it thx MUMMY~! i love ya.. u buy for me.. YAY~!!! den we're kinda late and ya we went for dinner at an indonesia restuarant called THE RICE BOWL. hmmm was dinner buffet and its reali nice.. Yummy yum~

after dinner, we met yanto and wid blind folded jas and we bought him to haagan dazs at the forum and had ice cream cake. the blind folded journey was reli fun and had alot of laughs, photos and video. keke...

next we headed down to marina square for bowling n arcade sessions. started bowling from 11plus till 1 plus and arcade awhile more b4 widya sent all of us hm. wanna sae thx widya :) thx for everything. i had a reli fun n great dae and happy 26th birthdae to jasa again~!

later i hav to wake up n go for fball.. damn im reli tired.. yawns~ gd nyte n peace out

2007-06-12T00:56:00.000-07:00

hello hello.. haha hasnt been blogging for the last few daes. well im kinda busy u see haha.. no lah.. busy gg out lor [wad else can i be busy wit? ya.. fball trgs~]

MONDAE

haha lets juz start wit tis pic.. aunty mcken.. haha notice the blue clip on his hair? hehe.. todae is total fball dae~ fremly @ SGS.. turned out to be lyk kinda nitemare, pissed but nv as pissed as keith. tink his off dae was kinda wasted la. den we go eat sth real fast haha.. den took bus to ANK den train to woodlands den to RP for trg.. wah the leg muscles is lk turn into dono wad alr.. haha den arm still hurts lyk hell but decided shall nt complaint and whine. tink todae i dono hw i did it.. juz manage to squeeze pass ppl haha but overall was a fun dae. at mac and on the bus was oso full of fun. . laugh nonstop la~

9th JUNE

well saturdaes didnt start off well for me but definately was a right choice to go out.. haha..

first i went to a church juz beside the Singapore Musem. yup haha well not to go der pray la but to attend brandon's sec sch teacher mr shashi's wedding.. well his wife is a chinese. small size but she's damn pretty and sweet when she smiles :) the wedding was reali different as compared to the one i attend few yrs back when my sec sch maths teacher's wedding. same church wedding but yet theirs is so.. wad shud i sae leh.. reali look lyk those that u see on tv drama kind. but my maths teacher's one was more lyk simpler. buffet was great though its juz mee siam, chicken drumlets, and some pies.

den after wedding headed to dhoby ghaut to get my mum's mp3 done. nid service lor.. den get drink, walked ard. decided to go arcade.. haha well we saw ppl trying to catch those cute lil bears.. den i tried my luck. first attempt [small bear] was hopeless, second[bigger bear] was no whr better. den third time wit dear's help hahah!!! he caught a bear!! my god i was so excited la.. wearing a dress and jumping lyk a monkey lor.. haha.. i simply cant believe it that he caught he bear and its mine! i name it brandon jr.. our bear our baby hahaha..

den meet up wit JASON!! haha its been so long i seen him since he left for taiwan. so he came back for short lil vacation and ya met him at centre pt coffee bean. had short yet happi chat wit him and ya he had gone back agn.. dinner wit bran n his dad @ east coast.. food was delicious and i love it man! so his dad sent me hm to pick up some clothes den head to bran's hse. din go hm till sundae nite.

sundae was juz simply nice and sweet. juz sit der hav lunch and watch dvd wit him is juz cool. its been long time since we had our lil own time n world.. wish we will hav more in time to come.

2007-06-09T04:17:00.000-07:00

hmmm life's been pretty screwed up for the past two daes.. wel don wanna mention abt all dese negative things tt have happened. but i noe i hav to admit tt wad i did was totally not rite , un-glam and nt cool..

but we made up todae.. sh00k hands and yup case close haha.. i sms hIm and apologised.. hmmm guess tis is reli wad i shud do.. give myself a pat on the shoulder for having the courage to admit my mistakes! lol~

guess its another nite of unhappiness for me. all i wanted was to hav dinner.. but it seems so difficult for us and juz had to leave. i juz wanna sae tt sometimes certain things happen, but when the thing that had happened alr case closed, PLS~ don nid to bring it up all over agn.. it will onli caused unnecesary prob. YES! maybe nt for them but for me and ppl who's involved.

i hav to make clear sth.. i onli love brandon.. tt is it.. other guys [no matter is classmate or fball mates] well wad can i sae.. we're all juz frenz, buddies whom i go out and hav fun wit in n outside sch..

yup so i guess ts all i wnna sae.. gd nite~ off to my bed

2007-06-07T01:57:00.000-07:00

well todae is a dae when i can slp at hm.. haha lyk no fball la the onli dae off for me. so the onli ting i do todae is stay hm play online games and yup head to meet my peeps at woodlands den go to melvin's hse for bbq! was fun bbq-ing cos i lyk so long nv bbq haha.. melvin's dog is so cute juz lyk mine! oscar the name.. so oh ya thx to mw's dad for sending me hm :) i felt so forgetful and goon-duuu!!! i left my phone wit him and ya i nw don hav my fone. but lucky gt gf to help me tk.. thx to gf too :)

well here i am nw at hm blogging.. feeling kinda confuse abt certain tings.. i asked myself wad do i reli wan? wad am i looking for? i told him wad i alr wanna sae to him deep down my heart.. my feelings and yet his reaction was cold n not bothered. i hate it but i juz cant do aniting abt it.

till the dae when he is willing and he's free to tink abt it, i'll nv noe wad is our future gonna be. i don lyk seeing n feeling tt "hey im tgt wit him but feels lyk im nt"

im confuse.. don talk to me

2007-06-05T02:23:00.000-07:00

hmmm... here's some pics that we took ytd when we went out wit the guys.. haha..

2007-06-05T02:14:00.000-07:00

this is my girlish di and my buddy alfee
damn Mcken.. having his head poke on the knife's tip hahah!
wonder wad is she gonna dig out from that bag
Mcken gaming everywhr he go

well suppose to have camp la but last min lyk don have.. so we gonna have trgs lyk mondae, tues, thurs and fri.. well i guess its better la for me as compared to camp.. needle probs for me. lunch was at hm for me b4 meeting mw and my gf. so yup meeting time was 2pm and our dearest baby in our team sheryl is late!!! hahahahaha.. no wonder my gf tell me to tell her we meeting @ 1pm. keke next time will use tis strategy. :P

trg was @ 5.but we were early so we started running ard playing lyk small kids.. haha.. but was reli fun lor.. we went buy some drinks yup i actualli forgot to pay for my sweets n i goon-du lor blur blur put inside my bag wit my hp.. hahaha!

back to trg: trg todae din hav alot of ppl. geraldine sick so onli hairin came. well i don wanna talk abt trg stuff but ya i reali came rp t play wit dem im nt here to show off or be a superstar. so wad im from owls.. seriously its lyk im the lousiest in owls lor.. hopefully todae's input to all will nt be taken as output.. lets all juz tk each other as equal standard. play as a team.

2007-06-03T01:36:00.000-07:00

i meet him on fridae after sch and we went dinner. am veri surprised he asked if i wanna eat pizza cos it seems expensive to us all the time in the past. so yup we have a nice dinner. its been so long last since we had such wonderful and happt times tgt.

haha.. tis is my nickname my babyboy call me.. im his princess piggy and he loves me.. i love him too.. its a nickname we both share.. don wanna lose it..

i don rmb when did we last have such happy times b4 this last dinner. im losing alot of memories. lyk the doc sae i will become forgetful and lose all the memories i have. i don wan it.. i feel lyk crying when i noe i will forget. it seems pointless when i hv happy times but i wun rmb ani at all.. but im trying to rmb all the times we had n spent tgt, all the tings we do for each other.. hopefully i don forget ani of my frenz names and u in time to come.. i noe im losing it.. i cant tell anione.. im all alone suffering

2007-06-02T12:01:00.000-07:00

i donno wad can i do onsuch hot n sunny sat. so does tml.. im actually thinking if i wan to go for the fball camp on mondae. still contemplating but ya.. i think wadeva lor i don wanna think aminore.. so be it.. will see as subdae comes.

todae's entry is for my RIGEL dear fren... HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!!!

2007-06-01T14:49:00.000-07:00

haha.. its the formal theme for my class todae.. i took some pics.. not sure if i can blog it up. but was fun.. hahahahaha wearing dress is juz nt my style. hmmm.. had free food for lunch juz nw and that had fruiits and bubble tea!!!! yay!!! haha..

im bombed lyk upside down! from him and her.. wad a couple to be tgt! arghhhh i juz nid to get out of tis shyt!

oh well as promised.. i nid to blog up some pics for ytd...

2007-06-01T01:42:00.000-07:00

darn.. seems lyk i cant blog the pics but nvm la.. will post dem up once the server is ok! hmmm..watch movie PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN 3. was not bad the show.. still some funny parts and yup generally it was gd. though mw and rig saes they almost slept.. hahahahaha!!!

well new faces are appearing on my blog!! haha nt bad..

well i tried my best on the court but i guess i've finally came to a pt when im juz too tired and worn out. im injured. my right shoulder juz hurts wheneva i play for too long, cant pass cant shoot. hate tis but ya no choice but hav to stop trg the other dae. hate tis feeling.. i dono if wad i hav said has help anione on court. yup.. hopefully e shoulder juz gets well enuf for me to play fball soon

2007-05-30T11:49:00.000-07:00

wahahahahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my class todae lyk so empty and kinda quiet. saiful is stil nt back in class, wonder how was the operation for his mum ytd may god bless his mum. kelvin and fiona went underage club ytd, todae nv come. the other few are juz common absentees so haha don see any pt to mention abt dem.

wah lan.. actaully todae i don wanna come skul de lor! but there is a change in the faci todae so i came juz to see hw the hell he/she look lyk. he loks normal outside but when he starts to talk, makes me LOL!!!! wahhhahahahahahahahahahahah!!!!!! its lyk make me wanna sae WOW!!! he's a total ROBOT!!!! voice lyk it, actions lyk it.. aiyaAAA everything lah!

well here he is at my team's table trying to talk to us abt the werksheet and im here blogging and answering his qns.. but to me its lyk WADEVA!! i smoke thru his bombing of qns and he's satisfied. hahaahah i find myself so cool lah.. *pat on my own shoulder* fuyoh!

well im a happi kid todae lyk i told paul.. he sae i getting more emo but its all thx to rp guys la sometimes they emo den sometimes happi.. hahaha! but im done and over wit him.. decision has alr been made.. felt so happi n lite having to let it go.. wadeva happens frenz forever between me and him.. (seems lyk he doesnt noe wads gg on though) but yup cheers =)

2007-05-29T23:13:00.000-07:00

well todae is the first dae i in sch doing REALI NTH!!! cos im not in ani mood to do a single piece of werk.

din go fball todae. hmmm tink tis time ard i hav injured kinda badly. but well im nv gonna juz sit ard n not play. so i will play!!! hahahahahahah!!! maybe tml ba will juz bring my gears den see hw agn..

i'll get over it.. i told myself.. i tell her i wud. yup.. so hopefully everything will be over lyk anitime soon..

dono wad else can i sae or blog. so shall end here

2007-05-29T09:45:00.000-07:00

i dono if i were stupid anot.. thinking so much after the entire thing has happened.. im tired.. but wth am i thinking all dese while?!

damn i juz hate it when things i wished for din happened.. while i see others having fun, have the things they wished or want coming true and yet i onli can juz sit der alone.. all in the dark within and be envious abt them..

maybe i shud juz don think abt it animore.. maybe i shud juz go back to the past.. leave everything as it is and live in silence..

2007-05-27T01:28:00.000-07:00

haha... well here's some pics i have for the dae.. its fun g out todae althoug der's no sun but rain.. hhe next time must go earlier.. will make more proper plans next time. zoo next? hahahaha!!!

2007-05-26T00:52:00.000-07:00

mr fastest man : hazmi

happy hafiz + hungry ahmad

best non stop appetite couple of the yr

swollen lil pinkie on the left side of left

mcken digging the chicken

2007-05-24T10:23:00.000-07:00

well firstly i will ant to wish my dear sch mate cum fball mate sheryl sweet 17th birthdae! hope u had fun todae and hope u lyk the cake..

todae's lesson was ok. whistle blowing.. haha wad a topic. had alot of laughters in class. as for trg, it was fun too playing against sean, hazmi and mark. 3 against 5, but they're too fast esp hazmi! but we did score against dem. haha great play gers!! i simply love todae's trg. maybe its lesser gals and that we get to play against the guys..

dinner tonite at man again.. our usual hangout. cheated 2 packs of french fries haha.. den was talkin abt chinese language and names.. haha.. alfee sure have a rather long and funny name lah.. sha ming!!! uncle mcken i funny gt ur funny pics... and this is for aisha: u've been violated!!!! haha but don worry i wun sae :P

darn.. my arms juz hurts when i move or even swing a lil.. cant pass the ball properly even.. dono wth is gg on.. argh!!!