its lyk 2 weeks afetr my exams.. damn.. study so freaking hard and study all dae and nite even during my hols.. yet my results for all my subjects lyk F**king shit lahz! and i mean it lah! den now the results come back le and this fridae suppose to be parents meeting and my parents are not suppose to go..but who noes the stupid moron teacher go call my father up and sae dat my results failed until cannot make it lahz.. sae i cannot make it to year 3 confirm.. wad the fish rite?!! wads her pathetic problem??!!!

ya lahz... so my dad will be going down to see dem lahz.. FREAK MAN!!! ALL retarded teachers.. anihow sae i tried my veri best alreadi and ya though i may have failed other 3 of my subjects but no doubt i've to defend myself dat i've MADE IMPROVEMENTS!!! ANIONE SEES DAT!!!

ppl don understand dat i've tried le.. don understand dat i'm not cut out to study, don understand dat im those ppl dat belongs to the grp where even though i study no matter how hard and all, i'll juz nv be able to make it. they see mi as playful and lazy, hack kare and stuff. but rite at hm, during the hols i studied all the wae lorz.. its juz U PPL DONNO ONLI!!! its enuff dat other ppl don understand me and all my hard work, but even those ppl closest to mi also think like dem!! fine if non of anione believe me.. cos since young, nobody i mean NOBODY had ever kare abt me at all...IM ALL ON MY OWN...
~*stressout*~@ @ Wednesday, July 27, 2005
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well this week no doubt is a tough week. been studying for exams and yup.. frankly i did my veri best to study and do it.. but i don think i'll make it cos its SO HARD!!! well aniwae can onli sae i did my veri best le.. todae dere's no paper so can relax abit later den will continue my studies.. still have 3 more paper to go, 2 daes of exams, 1 dae to study.. *stress stress stress*
Besides having exams, this week is not a gd week also cos of some personal prob.. well wateva it is im still having to survive thru dese unhappi daes.. so yup.. got to go now.. nid to study le.. *sob sob*.. tata!!!
~*stressout*~@ @ Thursday, July 14, 2005
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this week been a week dat i'll nv forget... its been tiring...no joke man but its a great sense or satisfaction for me, for nan, for nora and of cos for the Millennia institute Girls Floorball Team.. WE GOT 2ND for the A Div...YEAH!!!!! no doubt im reali happi abt the winning, but i've to admit dat im so proud of dese group of gals.. they fought hard though they r reali reali tired after 2 tough demanding games... but they still give out wad they have left in dem and gave YJC a tough time and a tite game.. haiz... how i wished i could join dem and play this wonderful games wid dese wonderful galz.. they r my proud pride... todae i din go skul.. self hols. wad to do? im too tired le.. after all the shoutings, anger, game tactics gaming stuff, homework, exams and all... haiz.. too tired and too mani things at 1 goal. so i guess todae i've taken some rest already and yup part of me have regain energy le.. dear dear todae came over.. he's tired too so we both slept soundly... lyk.. hehe dead logs.this week i've lyk seen dear for onli twice.. alwaes missed him, alwaes cant get enuff of him.. seeing him alwaes makes my heart beat faster, alwaes melts and nv miss the chance of kissing him cos his kisses r alwaes so sweet and passionate. sometimes his kisses r slow and gentle.. hehe.. now feeling kinda shy.. aniwae darling... i'll alwaes luv u and i'll nv marry anione but u cos i'll nv fall in love for another guy already. my heart, soul and life have already been taken and stolen away by u le... haha.. dear *muackz muackz*

~*stressout*~@ @ Friday, July 08, 2005
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well well todae is YOUTH dae!!! and yup! i don have to go to skul!!! YEAH!!!! so happi.. for the past few daes when im not able to blog, im lyk so busy in skul wid my studies, skul's fball and yup my own nite trg n mani more.. well "A" Division starting lyk tml and yup our guys and gals r all geared up but well.... im not reali confident dat they will win and the championship cup will not be back to us MILLENNIA INSTITUTE agn.. studies have been not bad.. cos i missed the hols lessons, im still trying veri veri hard to catch up wid wad i've missed out.. seems lyk alot of catching up i've to do man.. nite trg hav been great on thurs cos maybe i don lyk the idea of having lots of seniors ardd cos wid dem i feel so small and inferior. And as for yest trg, we had agn another game wid SIM gals and guys. this time round we onli managed to win dem on the score of 8-4. nevertheless, we still win and hav to sae this time round they reali played so much better. tough match. got bruises all over my leg and all dats pretty usual and yup dere maybe some of us in the youth team going up to OSB OWLS. not dat is not gd but yup i'll miss anione who is promoted up cos i'll miss the times we had when we're all still a team.haiz.... been so broke ses daes spending on food, transport fare and mani more. but this week have been to bran's hse lyk a trillion times. having dinner dere i felt so pai seh.. cos i cant pay for my own food... wanna sae a big thank u to my bran and his mum for the treat dese daes.. felt so pai seh.. and dear i alwaes luv u de.. no matter wad happens..
~*stressout*~@ @ Monday, July 04, 2005
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