hmmm.. haven been blogging again!!! LOL!!! been super tired n lazy dese daes.. well eva since im dependent on injections i seems lyk everydae im so easily tired out even w/o doing anithing vigorous.. worst of all my weight is lyk for no reason keep dropping.. hehe... ah..forget it.. lets change a subject..

hmmm... i've been wanting to study again.. since beginning of the yr i've tried to apply for RP n din manage to get in, i've been werking n giving tuition. but i reali reali wanna study again.. so.. i've recently been to RP to try to apply again for next yr's intake.. nevertheless, i oso wanna try TP.. lyk my teacher said "keeps ur options open" so will wait to see if i can get into ani of dese 2 polys..

trgs been ok..fariza has the entire goalpost landed on her.. haha becos she wanna block a airhook from our dear fren keith.. LOL.. its reali funny... small group of peeps turning up.. fasting started for all muslim ppl.. seems lyk they love to fast. LOL.. i reali don understand y they so happi to fast.. its shown by my werking frenz.. they're so excited abt fasting.. maybe im from a diff race n cultural diff, i think fasting is suffering cos u cant eat till dinner.. hehe.. well but its sure to be a gd time to lose all the fats in the body..

boring dae todae.. hav been slacking n doing nothing at hm.. aniwae hope tml will be a more exciting dae..
~*stressout*~@ @ Thursday, September 28, 2006
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its been 10 daes tt i haven been blogging.. LOL.. well dese 10 daes ar.. i think not much diff lor..
ok here's a brief summary of my 10 long daes:

• brandon finally came back from hongkong.. he said it wasn't reali fun, bought me alot of stuff.. thx dear i love dem all.. love u too..
• went for doc's appointment on fri morning.. faints waited quite awhile..
• rot at home on tuesdae.. doing nothing..
• go teach tuition..
• meet up wit sam n her dad send us to rp for frenly wit the guys den injured my thumb during a frenly game wit rp guys.. haha was wrapped lyk big fat sausage for 4-5 daes..
• went out window shopping wit my dear.. had some commotions abt certain things tt we don agree on but its alwaes solved at the end of the dae :P
• we went movie on mondae.. watched lil man.. funny show..
• went trg on wed.. well its ok to me but stil not alot of ppl turn up.. guess lesser ppl more playing time? hehe.. i donno..
• latest was ytd went IMM wit darling.. bought some groceries for dinner den head to his hse n we cooked dinner together.. rare to see me cooked cos i donno hw to cook but luckily got dear.. he's a gd cook so glad dinner turn out ediable.. LOL.. (mostly done by him) YUmmY dinner.. juz luv it so much!

ya so tts wad i did for the past 10 daes.. hmmm.. seems lyk nothing much i've done.. hehe.. hmm as for todae well will be gg trg later in the evening n ya brandon went for his skul's fball camp.. so has been alreadi missing him alot.. tml got to werk again.. hmmm.. hope everything goes well n hope to serve nice customers :)

~*stressout*~@ @ Friday, September 22, 2006
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hmmm... todae was juz aother boring dae at hm no nid to sae w/o brandon ard.. feeling bored n donno wad to do or who to talk to abt something i tot of todae.. so i juz send him an email lor.. hehe.. hope he gets to read it over der.. will be waiting for his reply n wait for him to come back..

todae i juz rot at home as usual but more bored den eva.. was online in the morning, afternoon help out in some hsewerk (change bedsheets for 3 beds, sweep the floor), slp the entire afternooon awae till 6pm, eat dinner, go shop for groceries den nw online again..

i had a lil tot todae.. i asked myself wad do i reali wanna get from playing fball besides keeping myself healthy n fit? my initiate aim of playing tis sport is to juz play for leisure, for fun, to make myself stress free fom pre u life. but as i continue to play, my aim isn't tis simple animore as i used to think.. apart from all those i mentioned above, i remembered once gary asked me when im still in youth, wad is my aim of playing fball? i told him tt i wanna make it to owls. but todae i asked myself, its since jan im in owls, wad exactly hav i done or larn from the seniors? i tot for veri long n i realised tt owls is diff now, a new owls i would sae but whether new or old, i don feel lyk i've done anithing for the team, ya maybe lots of screwing up from me but besides tis wad hav i reli done for tis team? i juz don see myself fitting into aniwhr in the team. maybe its standard difference? i donno lahz.. i tried my veri best but i alwaes screw up during games.. i juz suck at it.. maybe lyk bran used to tell me, maybe i shud juz stop playing fball.. i wish he's here nw to tell me wad shud i do... :(

i miss u alot...
~*stressout*~@ @ Tuesday, September 12, 2006
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its been a long sept hols to me personally a brief summary of tis entire hols... werking n werking.. nevertheless, its been a terrible hols to me... well don wanna tok abt pesta animore.. it juz makes me feel terrible abt it. admit i suck though.. haiz.. lyk i said to one of my teammate "i think i've not found my place in owls. nv seems to fit into it.. maybe i'll nv ever find it.." pesta's over now onli wanna concentrate in werking, maybe finding a new job n ya trg for the upcoming league next yr.. owls is so much diff nw.. juz hope tis new owls will juz keeps getting better everytime :) ytd went to watch the innebandy game at tsh wit bran.. he stayed over my hse the nite b4 cos its too far for him to travel to tamp from his hse.. well tts not the pt. the main pt is innebandy won but its lyk a game of soccer n fencing rather den fball.. ppl gets pushed off real hard on court.. hard to watch such matches but juz its not our choice of being a spectator.bran got pushed quite a number of times.. hmmm.. glad tt he's not injured :P after which me n him went to expo for the food fair.. LOL... der were so mani stalls n selling wonder yummy stuff!!! we tasted most of the food der (or shud i sae he tasted most of the food der cos i cant reali eat most of the food..) den we decided to buy some food back home for our families to try.. hehe so glad tt they all luv it n im glad of making e rite choice to queue for the peking duck for HALF AN HR!!! its been a wonderful dae ytd.. had so much fun n juz being out wit him makes me feel so contended.. he flew to hongkong tis early morning todae le.. wad feeling sad n misses him alot :( haiz wonder wad shud i do while his not ard. he called me tis morning b4 he left.. wish time pass faster so tt i can see him again.. i miss u dear..

~*stressout*~@ @ Monday, September 11, 2006
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