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Friday, November 30, 2007

lazy and terrible Friday.
nothing to blog about, onli to all and everyone in this world, unhappy wit me, jus sae it t me. i don nid ur knife to com stabbing behind my back. real frenz are needed here not ppl who wears a mask and carries a knife evrywhr he/she go.

hopefully from the start of tml i'll have a better week ahead of me. :)

~*stressout*~@ @ Friday, November 30, 2007
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tis week so mani things have happened. nth gd but all bad stuff. im so down at the bottom of the well and its lyk im hoping for sh gd to happen to me but wad happens? seems lyk more bad things happened. clumsy me trip and fall on my own stickbag and hav my both knees slammed on the ground. haiz.

damn we quarrelled agn.. for wadeva reason it is. fine la.. everything u rite la.. putting all the words in my mouth. its alr pissing off enuf that i have such fucking week. end up i still have to be blamed.

~*stressout*~@ @ Friday, November 30, 2007
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Thursday, November 29, 2007

hmmm todae isthe worst trg for the guys ive eva seen since te first dae i joined RP. 3000 sit ups, 4000 pushups in totally for those who din turn up for PT ytd. ppl.. u shud have been there to see wilson's face la. super scary and super black~!!! indoor PT though but i guess its enuf to kill even the fastest animal on earth. hmmm here i am feeling that i shud hav joined them fo PT, but im also afraid that my back will not allow me to do it..

so i guess this is the way he give punishments to those who skip PT? hmm sometimes i felt tt its gd if u look at the bright side of life.. but i reli don see a nid to punish dem so harshly.. suicide in 1min 40 sec below for the entire group, pushups and den sprint again! and repeat n repeat n repeat. haiz.. im lyk so scared nw..

he's the man, he's the killer. i reli dono hw long these guys can take it.

~*stressout*~@ @ Thursday, November 29, 2007
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Fucking shit! nw im having unbearable headaches and feels extremely wanna throw up big time la~! and im so feel lyk jus lie down on my bed cos my back IT IS KILLING ME~! haiz im so gonna kill myself soon cos the headache is damn terrible. tired.. slpy. gg trg wit the guys cos tml don hav trg for us gerls. so decided to join the guys for drills onli. game for me i think i will almost jus suicide instantly.

gg off nw. rj sucks also evenything screwed. so glad i have bee hong to talk to jus nw during the break. thx darling bee hong.. :) thx yusof n linie giving me advice for the module choosing thingy. will think it thru b4 i submit. :)

~*stressout*~@ @ Thursday, November 29, 2007
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUCKY NG MEI WEI.. ur old liaoz.. haha but nvm.. ur face don even look lyk ur 20. hehe..

so UT today was so hard but i try la finish it lor. talk cock and write rubbish nia. sure get F.. F=fail=fuck!

maths lesson today, think im gonna be so sian again. den seems lyk someone is venting anger or fighting outside my class. shouting shouting shouting non stop. aiya but looking at our class ppl's reaction is lyk.. don even bother face. hahahahahaaa..

so i would lyk to credit someone whom woke me up for sch todae. thank to him that im NOT late for my UT for the veri FIRST time in this semester.. haha.. u noe who u r if ur reading my blog.

bad dae for me ytd and i still feeling it. it still troubles me and im still feeling lyk a loser lor.. i still cant believe wad actually came out from ur mouth and the way u sms me, ur telling me tt its lyk not ur fault. Fuck it! thx to you nw my life is so messed up! sry lyk such a big deal la~! wadeva lor seriously..

later gt trg.. hmmm think im us gg der to make myself tired and worn out so that i can stop feeling so dumb and stupid over wad i've done or even decided to do. even better tt i'll jus break my back so tt i don hav to go for pt on fri. go also for attendance.. cant run if not i will be killed and be hung up at the hanger. hahaha..

~*stressout*~@ @ Thursday, November 29, 2007
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silly Wednesday--> so many things happened today. here are the list of things that happens.

1)class todae wasn't too bad. slacking today.
2)breakouts todae was fun too.. :) its gd to eat with frenz and disturb one another.
3) i start to realised that im so much more nervous nw when i do my presentations. dono why isit so but i just don do as well as last sem.
4) lyk i jus ealised onli todae that i forgot gg for the module selection thingy.. best tml must choose liaoz. yet i lyk damn headless.
5) went trg todae. short frenly match went pretty well. im super lazy i have to admit and im not even running as hw i alwaes did.
6)after a long dae, s.things finally came back in my mind again. i jus wanna sae "fuck it"

hmmm.. nw tt im blogging i realized that its not like alot of things happen leh. but why do i feel lyk there are so many things gg on todae? here's sth i wanna reali vent my anger on. things changes so much for me. im gg thru a terrible time actually which nobody sees. i alwaes have this decision on my mind and i've been thinking for so long n finally when i have decided on it, everything changes again. uncertainty have mislead me to a no man's land and jus as i tot hope has arrived, it was taken awae. everything seems lyk im the one who wanted things to happen, made it look so one sided. i felt totally silly, stupid and being played out. so does tt make u happy?a sry sumtimes do werk. but nt in all situations. at least not in this case when u literally smashed my decisions into pieces. so der u are~ have it! take a piece or every pieces of my stupidity and foolishness with you~!

so right nw, im fucking pissed off. so if u eva appear in front of my sight these few daes, i think u better get out from my sight and don let me see u. cos everytime i see u i felt so stupid and all the foolishness swamping up! u noe who u r, so ya get it into ur head that u made me hate u..


~*stressout*~@ @ Thursday, November 29, 2007
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

hmm so here are some photos that was taken on sunday the nebo 3-on-3 competition.. credits to serena.. :)

~*stressout*~@ @ Wednesday, November 28, 2007
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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

so my lesson hav finally ended.. agony sia.. don even understand a single shit abt todae's lessons. lyk i told some of my frenz all i heard is velocity, velocity and more velocity.. CG, CG and more of CG!!! faints.. haha

ya so todae's rj is abt how productivity am i today in the lesson. haha.. i will sae im so bloody productive can~! let me tell ya wad i did the whole day.
1)come sch at ard 945am
2)went canteen slack @ 10am
3)meeting 2 msn-ing lyk nobody biz. [faci sitting beside me and i still typing and smiling whie typing.] acting lyk i understand and nod head, nod head and more of nodding head.
4) break out 2. go chit chat wit my fball mate at canteen. hmmm great chat.
5)went back class @ 215pm still hav no knowledge abt lessons.
6)play game till my turn to present. [still playing games even my turn presenting]
7) continue my gaming till end of lessons. den head to canteen met my mates.

yup.. so im lyk so damn effective and productive right? yay.. pretty much impress with myself lor haha. so nw here i am blogging while my frenz are all busy eating. well whr shud i go after this? wad shud i do.. i dono leh. maybe go see fball awhile den decide agn.. tired n backache.. eyes so painful n dry. its telling me to slp nw.. maybe go hm slp. zzzz

~*stressout*~@ @ Tuesday, November 27, 2007
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hmmm wow sian today's module = science. its jus another day that i don lyk coming to sch cos i don reli enjoy science at all. but one gd thing.. at least its a free of floorball day!!! rest rest rest...

another thing tt makes me sianz.. i read sth tt i felt so insulted. certain things already over so don hav to mention animore things alr. case close. but i felt being "shoot" when its was being mentioned again. haiz cant anione jus forget it and im also trying to change im already trying to do wad i shud do alr.

haiz.. so ya im getting tired liaoz. gg slp nw..

~*stressout*~@ @ Tuesday, November 27, 2007
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Monday, November 26, 2007

wow wad a tiring yet fun dae i had todae at the nebo 3-on-3 fball carnival.

so firstly i wanna sae gd job to TEAM WOW!!! hahaha i think we realli did a fantastic job and played great today.. haha.. thx to all my teammates for the hardwork they put in to win 2nd in the carnival. thx duck, thx wenwen and thx jas..

nest is congrats to all the winners:
1) serena's team
2) hazmi's team
3) keith's team
4) rigel's team

hmmm... wanna sae sry to my teammates for starting the game first w/o me cos i overslept. but u gals did so well winning the first game :) am glad that i've team up with u gals and hope we'll team up again if there is another 3-on-3 next time. its been a tiring week for all of us but still i had fun.. hope u guys did too :D


~*stressout*~@ @ Monday, November 26, 2007
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Friday, November 23, 2007

tis week is floorball week.. 5 daes a week im playing fball.. den sch, den werk. haiz.. so no life la.. but wad to do.. ivp coming and must train hard.. plus plus.. frenly frenly and more frenly. so my back hurts cos i had a fall from wed's frenly.. sianz..

so tml got skools trg and im gg lor.. hmmm lyk so long i haven been trg wit skools so its time to go back.. kinda miss it lor.. league coming also haiz.. lyk so mani things coming up.

sundae got 3-0n-3 at sentosa and ya my aim is lyk 4th can liaoz.. hehe.. contended enuff. hopefully my back doesnt hurt.

today's game was cool.. nice and great. not even much or pushing and slashes.. haahaa i simply love playing this kind of game. i think we played well so is wilson. though he buang one gal off but he did block quite a few shots :). so go gals.. keep it up.
wah damn tired la.. gg slp liaoz.. nid to wake up early tml.

~*stressout*~@ @ Friday, November 23, 2007
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yes i agreed to wad u have said. so ya i have alr did wad im suppose to do which is apologised for my bad behaviour to her alr. so fri if u all don wan me to turn up, den i will not turn up.

therefore, my apology to everyone in the team.

~*stressout*~@ @ Friday, November 23, 2007
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Thursday, November 22, 2007

Reena = attitude 100% + respect (????)

wad happens if ur family practices biasness and favoritism? ur parents dotes ur siblings and the rest of the family practices guys are being more treasured and valued. so what will u do to survive in such family? life is nv fair. yup i agree cos my life do not have the word fairness in my dictionary.

my grandparents, aunts and uncles from my mum side are probably the only one who really loves me and understands me. well at least they do not practice biasness and all. once someone tells me that if i wanna survive in such family, i must learn to speak up, stand up for myself and do everything on my own. cos i can nv expect anithing from them.

so yup i learn to protect myself by being defensive,sensitive, full of crap, full of attitude, temper hot, damn vulgar and all. but does anione ever tot that this is wad i wanna be? which nutcase would like to be like this? ya i admit i have all this but who can i blame? my family? no i don wanna blame anione.

i tried to change, but ya its jus not easy to change ppl's impression abt me. even if i have change, but jus one mistake that i made ppl's impression will jus switched back to wad i am last time. if wanna tell me my mistakes i can tk it if u come tell me face to face. i appreciate that duck pointed out my mistake during the game jus nw, tell me i shouldnt dump the ball anihow. point taken.

my attitude got nth to do with whether am i a club player or wad. im brought up this wae, born with it. if wanna tell me my mistake jus come to me and tell me, i'll accept it. i only have to sae i've tried my best alr to change and all. but its not within my control.


~*stressout*~@ @ Thursday, November 22, 2007
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Monday, November 19, 2007

sat trg... eat tgt wit rigel, wen, gerri, bran and the rest b4 each head separate ways. trg was ok cos i was veri late due to me having nose bleed in the morning. haiz.. played 3-on-3 tgt wit wileen and wenwen. haha was fun.. shahmeer got his shoulder dislocated man.. he told me 4 cm from the original position!!! omg.. ouch! worried for him cos APAC is jus gonna be 2-3 wks awae.. hopefully he can recover soon.. kor kor rest well!!!

sun early morning went down to tiasa.. was looking for my blade. think its time for me to start playing wit my unihoc stick again. hmmmm... so wanna thank my dear who's gonna pay the blade for me first ahaha.. and played fball tgt with the national guys. was super tiring can! but fun too. learnt something from filip when he was talking about the various options do doing the free hit. was amaze by how the ang moh guys can play such fantastic fball when i watch the video.. fruitful morning.. so later head down to werk but must thank my skinny coach ruyi for giving me a lift :) werk was quite slack lor. super sian cos its raining so heavily so slack thru my wae till 8 pm den head down to meet hazmi to get the blade and met ben. den was dinner and head hm.

its nice talking to you on the phone u noe? i jus love to talk to ya. i miss u everydae.. :)

~*stressout*~@ @ Monday, November 19, 2007
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Saturday, November 17, 2007

kk so parents went off ytd.. off to CHINA!!! hmmm... have been feeling veri bad dese daes. vomit, nose bleed. haiz.. den ytd nite wasn't a nice nite.. quarrelled with him. i felt so upset over sth he sae abt me. but i reli hope he will one dae understand tt i hav a reason for doing everything.

i appreciate that u understand wad i wrote on the blog.. things are gd lyk last time. its great that now its back to last time when i noe i nid someone ur der for me. :) thx from the bottom of my heart i thank you.

bran... i hope u will understand me better, at least understand that i hav my reasons for doing certain or most of the things. its not jus for me alone.. its also for u. im trying veri hard to get u wadeva u wan, wadeva u nid. i reli tried le.. i dono how long i can live to keep myself werking w/o rest nor w/o falling sick. but im trying to save every cent i hav or left. i look at things in a bigger view. hope u see it lyk me too. <3

~*stressout*~@ @ Saturday, November 17, 2007
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Thursday, November 15, 2007

WAHAHAHAHAHAH~!!! i super proud of myself wokay todae.. hehehehe *a pat on my own shoulder* hmmmm i nv even have ani tots of skipping class todae, nor did i don understand la! its lyk WOW!!! so i manage to understand and explain to my teammates.. heheh i felt a sense of satisfaction can! aniwae marill its ok gal that u don understand.. i'll help ya if i can. so is the rest of the team and class.. chill gal :)

aniwae so yes WE LOVE MILK LYK HELL!!! hahaha... so wonder wad does it taste to have milk + pearl - tea? haahaa pat u better rmb to bring ur "ahem ahem" u noe.. and marill ur tea too! well jus cant stop the milk tea wave.. its so HIGHHHHHHHH~~~ lalalalala~~~

after school was sth that happen so ong once awhile la.. hahaha FINALLY~~~ all 5 of us frenz + khakis finally came tgt and had dinner tgt. its been so long that we have last sat all tgt and ate and have fun talkin and laughing. i had great times and i wish der are more to come.. :)

off the china tml my parents.. hmmm wanna go send dem off. yup. so no trg for me agn i guess. sry gals. but will be back on mondae :)

hey thx for being der whenever i face a prob and ur der to pick me up. i appreciate it alot. ur special...

~*stressout*~@ @ Thursday, November 15, 2007
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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

yup so todae its a rainy morning. i love rainy daes.. cos everything seems so blur and all outside and it jus blind our visions.. hmmmm rainy daes often make me think back on all the happy and unhappy memories i have. i jus love to sit near the window, here the rain and smell of rain.

ya so back to topic yes i din go sch todae, cos i hav bad cramps and gastric problem.. haiz so painful and the entire nite i kept waking up cos of the unbearable pain and even if i slp i onli manage to get an hr of slp here and der.. damn man.

so i spend my whole morning slping at hm, den wake up first thing was to shower and all la lyk duh! on my baby laptop lor and msn lor wad else. den was chatting till 3 plus. head for another shower den hav late lunch alone den head to sch for trg.

its been 2 weeks and 1 dae since i last touch my fball stick and i think todae i totally suck at it. its jus lyk back to the feeling when i jus recover from my chicken pox earlier this yr. play fball lyk showing all my weakness cos i nv been trg la.. den stamina sucks too. wilson got us run the dono wad test la.. wah lan super tiring and my nose cant beathe thx to the flu and my mouth trying to catch air while coughing too. damn damn damn..

game was alrite. usual 1-2 periods alwaes din reli starts well for us and it will jus gets better onli after we got scored by others first. but by the last 3 periods, we gals did manage to score against dem haahaah. sheryl 1, meimei 3 and peiling 1. yup so final score 5-3 rp.

haiz end of todae, feeling more older cos everywhr is aching and tml i still hav sci UT can.. phiangs..! mummy and daddy will be awae on fri.. wah sian i nw so wanna slp alr. sci ut? sry slping is more impt to me rite nw..


~*stressout*~@ @ Wednesday, November 14, 2007
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Tuesday, November 13, 2007

enterprise ytd was great though jus 3 of us.. me heiri and abd. i reali think we did a gd job. hehe.. suppose to resume trg but i din go yet AGN. sian.. the nite ytd was gd i simply love it.. hehe

todae ut.. wah kao = sure fail haahaa.. aiyo todae science the problem so not clear dono wad to talk abt leh... make it saes veri general.. ya common sense.. hehehhehe..

well will update more later.. study time!

~*stressout*~@ @ Tuesday, November 13, 2007
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yup so im back to blog. i happened to read some of my frenz blogs. i realised that we're moving so fast and moving so far awae from each other nw.. isit reali a mistake for us to separate class and let our frenship strain apart? or was it that it is gd to make us realised that there are someone out there, a more bigger world for us to see and explore?

i don wanna sae its rite or wrong, but i don lyk changes and I DON WAN ANI CHANGES! yes certain things are gd to have changes but there are also things that i wished it will nv change or have not happened at all. i don wanna spoil or ruin the frenship that we had, a special type and hard to come by relationship. cos not everyone of us can hav someone special and close to you in our lives. this someone impt to me once told me b4 "its hard to hav a fren that u can trust, but if in life we eva have one, its alr a blessing. cos most of the frenz in our lives are all jus normal frenz, but nt the ones that we can have such close and special frenship"

so yup since i left the class tt gives me lots of wonderful memories,i felt that nw my life seems so dull. somehow frenship is no longer der.. but if this person who eva read my blog, i wanna sae this to you that im sry if things have changed but its not wad i asked for nor wad i eva wanted. i din choose to make things happen cos i not god. i noe things can nv be the same agn, but i jus nid u still be my fren, my closes fren. cos in RP its really rare to find anione who noes me pretty well.. don hav to avoid, don have to change so much. it makes me reli uncomfortable and not used to it. it hurts.. reli did hurts me alot. so if u happen to be reading, pls pls.. hope u understand wad im trying to sae here..

if i eva still believes in santa clause reli exist, i wish:
1) will eva recover from diabetes, cos i hav enuf of needles and injections.
2) spend all my time wit my love ones and treasure every moment an memories wit them.
3) live longer. cos i felt i will die very early.
4) get more practical stuff lyk a k800 or 810i nw.. cos my phone kept dying on me. haiz

but santa DON exist..


~*stressout*~@ @ Tuesday, November 13, 2007
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Saturday, November 10, 2007

hmmm i love todae!! i've to saae it been so long since we have such nice peaceful time all by ourselves. its such a great big surprise u have given me todae. my dear cooked a big feast for me todae for lunch!!! OMG~~ i travelled to his place and i gotten a great deal of everything.. my baby brought all the ingredients all by himself and do every dish all by himself! he made salad (includes boiled egg, chicken, veg and tomato with tartar sauce) appetizer. next up mushroom and chicken soup.. den he made a dish [chicken, mushroom, sausage in tomato paste] i dono wad isit call but i simply love i cos its soooo nice. lastly main course its lack pepper spaghetti wit mushroom and roast chicken!!! i simply love this big lunch date and surprise he did for me.. appreciated it so much from the bottom of my heart. so he kept me company the entire dae at his place, bring me to have ice creams, bubble tea, watched him play computer games,watch tv and watch his last time fav sports.. thx love muackz~~

this is for my love:
dear i noe ur sick lyk me.. bad flu and cough. i noe that u woke up veri early to see a doctor, i also noe that u did al the shopping all alone w/o my help and u did all the preparation and cooking all ny urself. Ytd night u alr plan to cook all these for me. im veri touched and i noe i bu guai.. but no matter how bu guai i am u will alwaes forive me, love and care for me. for me u took leave made mani sacrifices and i noe u alwaes think for me.. but i wan u to noe that i alwaes thinks for u 2 and that i wan the best for u. Ur meimei [which is me] will promise u to listen to u and be a gd ger. i wish i cud have done sumting back for u to make u happi. but for nw.. i can onli love u. i jus simply cudn't make myself leave you and cant tk my eyes off you, cant stop thinking of you and nv gets tired abt you.. im jus madly in love wit you dear..


~*stressout*~@ @ Saturday, November 10, 2007
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Friday, November 09, 2007

i hate it whenever im sick!! it will tk me so long to recover la.. i noe im not "normal" tts y im weak i tk longer time.. but damn hell ijus wana be a normal person.. so wad i tried gg out dese daes? but i don feel any better not gd.. i still coug n hav flu, wads worse is that its gettin worser even i tk my medicine.. SHIT!!! i wanna do alot of things.. i wanna slp in peace w/o coughing non stop n waking up every now and then at night, i wanna go trg, i wanna have fun wit my dear while we go out and not holding tissues on my hand and sneeze n cough nonstop!!!

yup so wed went cut and did my hair. look nerd and funny but its quite lyk it though.. den went out wit my best mate to bugis, have dinner, shopping but i nv get aniting but food and drinks wherelse she got something for her fren and food and drinks for HERSELF!! hahahaa... we're totally lyk PIGS~~~ omg.. i love my this best mates and we're actualli looking forward for our next food outing agn hahaha cos we found a few places whr we can go eat the next time round. ya ya.. not forgetting that we wanna setup n restuarant tgt. the name reli sounds funny!! hehe if ur reading mate.. U SHUD NOE~~!!! haha

~*stressout*~@ @ Friday, November 09, 2007
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Sunday, November 04, 2007

here is the collate for my 3 daes of weekend..

2rd nov
fridae evening bran came over my hse for dinner, so after dinner was jus us watching slam dunk on youtube. hahaha!! super funny la.. den we waited for shahmeer kor kor come fetch us to RK hse eat supper wit ALOY and MARK seow.. supper goes for 2 rounds, dono how many cups and cans of drinks, jokes and some brainteasers!! haahaa.. den kor was nice to send all of us hm. i reached hm at 3am.. hahaha.. damn tired slept.

3rd nov
due to the previous nite of exhaustion from the laughter and fun from the supper date, i slept till 2pm den i wake up.. hahaha.. its been lyk so long since i slept til so late. went out ard 430 and took a bus head down to Yishun to meet dear to saifu's hse.. cos i tot we were pretty early, so i decided to go north point first walk walk den head to his fren's hse. only reaching der den realised its a joint raya open hse.. haha.. sister's fren aziz is so cool and funny.. hehe. den was food yummy yummy go lyk eating n eating, bran ate alot too hehe while we're waiting for sunshine, irfan, karthik, lulu and nelly.. we had so much fun and laughters over there and aziz is reali some professional photographer man! he noes all the poses, wad is the DOs and DON'Ts when we talk photos, he even taugh us some tips on how we should pose with our body curves.. sounds WOW~!!

10plus took bus head hm.. although its a short notice lyk saifu said, but me n bran wanna thank sister and aziz for inviting us over and made so yummu food for us. i wanna thank my dear for making time out for me and company me to sister's raya opening. i appreciate u alot n also appreciate everyting u do for us nw.. lyk u said u don wan us to quarrel, wan us be happy, have a happy memory and meal (meal = ur fav). we'll be happy..

4th nov

so its sundae again.. time flies so fast and todae i slept till 130pm! haiz somehow my phone is gg to die alr!! all the sms that my dear, DAMN DAMN U STUPID PHONE!!! i wanna change it off la.. I WISH I CAN CHANGE IT OFF NW!!! haiz but no money so no $$ = no talk.. yup yup. so whole dae i stayed hm be a good guai gal, play games and rot.. hahah!! well nw im tinking of having ice cream.. yummy shall go get later i hope.. :)

~*stressout*~@ @ Sunday, November 04, 2007
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Friday, November 02, 2007

tis is latest gift.. from who i don wanna sae u shud noe better. haha!!! its reli nice and expensive la~!! but yet i cant believe it tt i actualli own it now.. damn happy lor!!! hahahaha thx alot dude! huggies..

lessons nw gets totally boring nids to do ppt and we're lyk veri stuck.. haiz.. wadeva la.. getting back to my slp nw..

~*stressout*~@ @ Friday, November 02, 2007
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hmmm this is something i learnt today from BOYA!!! hahaha.. its so cool tt there is so many things that i reali still dono how to use in photoshop.. haahaa.. oh ya also wanna thank esther for telling and teaching me where to find the black n white :P thank peeps..

hols starts officially for all of us from 430pm todae. YAY!!! short hols but think its better den no hols lor.this hols i soooooooooooooo wanna do alot of stuff but i dono whr to start. sem 2 is reali boring.. all the faci are lyk..... classmates are ok. think from todae onwards in clas i should be lyk todae. hack care and jus keep quiet. den i wun clash wit anione and also the faci.. hehe..

cough,flu aiyoyoooooo haven been ok. everydae head lyk so heavy when i get up and nose keeps getting block. slp cant even slp in peace keeps coughing. *faints* finger swell lyk piggy fingers and its ITCHY & PAINFUL!! den worst.. it seems lyk the pus are lyk EEeeEEEEEeeee!!!!! hopefully by next wed i'll be ok from all these probs.. if not i dono when den i start trg again :( been lyk onli eating 2 meals a dae onli. doesnt feels hungry esp during my 2nd breakouts.. pretty determine to go on diet.

hmmm think i will spend my time on exploring the photoshop after my dinner. hmmm he's not here yet so waiting for him to come have dinner. mummy cook.. yay.. its lyk been so so so long i've ben having a proper family meal.. YUMMY :P

~*stressout*~@ @ Friday, November 02, 2007
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Thursday, November 01, 2007

ytd was a nice fruitful dae..

it was the best dae i eva had since so so so so long time.. i love everything ytd and i love u!!

~*stressout*~@ @ Thursday, November 01, 2007
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