its been awhile since i blog agn..

starting from date 27-29 aug... well went to class chalet. OMG la~ the place is so far when u walked u noe.. haha but taking bus wasn't tt bad la.. been walking a couple of times wit many ppl.. first was wit huining, fiona, hadi and jorrie during the first dae. den was wit chun ann, renee and chun ann agn the following dae.. had fun der and yup irfan actualli brought his entire sound system der man.. ( which includes lappy, speakers the medium type ones, the system that can control the vol.) i must sae that 3 daes 2 nites of chalet jus wasn't enuf la.. hahaha.. they r a hella of fun.. jus cant get enuf of my classmates of W46F.. wish next semester we'll still remain as a class..

bran went for the chalet too.. stayed der on the 2nd dae even and he was jus wit me the whole 3 daes.. thx for being der n company me, greatly appreciated. he was jus lucky tt my classmates did nt bring in to the dance floor. but he seems to make frenz wit irfan doing the sparker.. (well u noe the one stick thingy tt we play during chinese new year or even lantern festival..) yup yup.. so everything jus ended so fast.. good times seems to end so quick while bad times seems lyk its nv gonna end.. i will miss u peeps from W46F..

so yup after chalet comes a lil few hrs of rest, food that bran cooked at my hse, watch movie halfwae n doze off and den rp trg.. was super tired la. worst when i dono gt frenly n played a hell loads lyk shit~!!!

30th aug.. went out buy my medi stuffs, head to meet bran.. haiz feeling down the entire dae dono y.. maybe tis illness its jus getting into me tt i hate it so much it jus spoils my dae n kills me tt i don wanna do aniting. went for comex I.T fair, saw a few nice cameras tt interest me and he's looking for desktops n mp3. den we went ard marina and he got a top for himself for his attachments and head for a simple dinner. seems lyk todae jus not my dae, hav cookies not meatballs, hav meatballs no cookies.. wth~ den things ended up yet chaos for both of us..

i hate it whenever we quarrel, hate it whenever he assume things abt me, hate it when he don ask and don hav the initiative, hate it when he can jus raise his voice @ me yet he tell me to change. he hates me too.. for everything n anithing.. so yup end of the dae i jus tot tt we're tired and we hate each other. so i gave up my ring n the jacket that he bought me.. i walked awae left him all by himself and somehow i stopped walking too.. sat der alone n din noe wad to do.. everyone's eyes was on me seeing me sitting der.. i felt alienated and stupid... he finally came, saw me n told me sry tt he took so long to come cos he lost his wae.. i felt sick cos i broke my promise "ppl can leave me behind but i will nv leave anione behind". but tis time round i left him behind all by himself.. felt so sick tt i broke my own words..

i cudn't think at all on my wae hm.. sitting in the bus staring outside at this nice country.. i jus felt worst n stupid.. i jus wanna keep running awae from reality and maybe one dae from everyone.. let my shadow n me be all alone..
~*stressout*~@ @ Friday, August 31, 2007
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FLOORBALL, FLOORBALL and more FLOORBALL~!!!!!! and lastly im so tired but i jus feels lyk eating chocolate pudding...
~*stressout*~@ @ Monday, August 27, 2007
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boring boring BORIIIIIIIIINGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck class today is reli shity ... he just keeps talking to himself and that not a single soul is listening to him la.. damn shud nt have came to school todae.. jus wanna leave lyk nw...
~*stressout*~@ @ Monday, August 20, 2007
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firstly... YESSAAA!!!! OWLS THE PESTA SUKAN CHAMPION 2007!!! WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! omg.. i simply cant believe that we're the champ and this is my first gold medal from tis competiton. i cant believe it man.. 2 daes of lots of running, games, intensity and not forgetting my first goal that i've eva scored in pesta sukan this yr... simply just great! OWLS GREAT TEAM WERK AND SUPERB EFFORT EVERYONE!!!

well.. i haven been updating for quite awhile.. been reali busy and lazy to blog.. well to give better excuses--> im just simply too busy tt i cant squeezeeee in ani time to blog.. muhahaha~!but this coming week sch is coming to the end of this semester for me.. which means no more same classmates for me next semester.. hmmm.. wonder how does it feel to be with another bunch of new people?

sept we're lyk gg malaysia trip.. im gonna miss my bed, my friends, miss my comfortable country, miss my dear and mis my daddy, mummy,brother and mani mani more.. im gonna miss pesta sukan for men's. cant go down to support my love and team innebandy.. wah so sian lor when i tink abt it nw.. hopefully someone will sms n update me pls.....

i reali realised that life is so much different for me in RP den in M.I... rite here in this sch, everydae is lyk sure bound to have sth happening and alot of events gg on. its jus lyk a marathon movie.. non stop playing and action pac.. heheh.. i guess this is the kind of lfe that i want it to be.. go sch wit fun, fun and more fun... LOL~!

well guess iu nid to stop here.. jus simply cant stop yawning.. guess waking so early this whole week and all the runnings are making me tired.. muscles all stiffen and it jus hurts.. wrist nt ok, finger got chopped.. but well the fruit that we gt from all dese pain n tiredness.. its worth~ gd nite to the world, my friends n family and most imptly... to me =P
~*stressout*~@ @ Sunday, August 19, 2007
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hmmm... hell im freaking lazy to blog dese daes. last week was lyk sch and trgs agn.. had alot of fun and bad times and many incident hapened in sch.. so sat was trg, den out lunch-ing wit him and his hse, den out and sun work from 9-6pm @ www and etp. den hm and den out and den its another week again..

mon had frenly wit nyp. though we won but i noe tt tis is not their full team, all their better players all din turn up. so even though we won, i don feel the victory @ all. so i was feeling kinda so-so..

ytd lessons suck big time. din understand the VB codes @ all.. sth about planting bomb. haha TOTALLY lost.. presentation all was so damn short and i cant help but to laugh and that hav to admit i was busy wit my NFS.

todae is national dae eve and tt onli 14 of us attended class. so boring..all the happening ppl not ard and the class sounds so pretty empty and quiet. but still lessons have to go on and so im here doing nth since i stepped into this class @ 915 and till nw i hav yet opened my mouth to sae a single thing to the faci, my classmates. hehe.. maybe later when i hav to talk or feel lyk talking den i wil LOL!!!!!

alrite nw shall go for the boring class.. national dae tml yay.. gg out wit him tml yay.. fireworks yay.. can slp till lyk dono wad time tml yay.. so im kinda looking forward for trg later n my 24hrs of holidae tml. =)
~*stressout*~@ @ Wednesday, August 08, 2007
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